Defying Gravity

Something has changed within me

Something is not the same

I'm through with playing by the rules

Of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing

Too late to go back to sleep

It's time to trust my instincts

Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try

Defying gravity

I think I'll try

Defying gravity

Kiss me goodbye

I am defying gravity

And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits

''cause someone says they're so

Some things I cannot change

But till I try, I'll never know!

Too long I've been afraid of

Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love

It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy

Defying gravity

Kiss me goodbye

I'm defying gravity

I think I'll try

Defying gravity

And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy

Defying gravity

Kiss me goodbye

I'm defying gravity

I think I'll try

Defying gravity

And you won't bring me down!

bring me down!

ohh ohhh ohhhh!

We all experience defining moments in our lives when we suddenly have an awareness that penetrates our bones and forever alters our path and how we show up in this world.
A defining moment can be something we characterize as "positive or "negative".
But I very much believe that everyone deserves a chance to fly.
A chance to be their true self.
So yeah, go listen to the Glee Cast version of the song. LOL
 

i have nothing nice to write about,
so perhaps,
i guess it's better this way..
not posting anything up..
not ranting over the smallest thing..

sometimes,
i feel this reality place i'm living in
is so funny
sometimes i am happy
but sometimes i am not
sometimes i am sad
but sometimes i am not
maybe it's just me the one feeling it,
being too over emotional.
but well,
what more can i say?

i hate making decisions.
hate having so much to worry about
hate having to learn to be so selfish
& most of all hate having so much responsibilities in hand.
yet i hate it most knowing i have to grow up

i have nothing to share already,
even if i do, i don't know how to put it all up.
so i guess,
it's better for me to bid farewell at the moment.

i'll be back when i'm mentally & hopefully, physical fit as well.
haha

woke up 7.30am in the morning, went for breakfast & off to work.

entered restaurant at 9.57am & got scolded by Ms. M cos i couldn't come for spring cleaning. like so wtf? spoiled my morning already. Ms. M told me it's compulsory & everyone HAVE to come but when i asked few colleagues, they planning to skip, so what's the big deal now? Ms. M said she's being unfair to others cos i don't usually do closing, but then again, i already informed both Ms. M & Ms. S i have no transport to go back at night the first week itself when i started to work in this restaurant, & now she raising this issue. so tell me, is that my fault?

i was so pissed off i don't know why. i just do whatever i could, wiped the damn restaurant clean. if any fcuker who dare to say i'm not doing my job or any word about me, i'm not giving faces anymore. i just feel so pissed off that why is it people always have so much to complain about? don't they have nothing to complain about themselves instead?

oh but i'm so happy cos gonna give my resignation tomorrow already. yippie!

argh, hate hypocrites! hate hate hate! all are bitches!

but i love my mum. hehe

sighs.
five more minutes before i have to return this baby back to the fat babi
LOL
life's not fair!
i wanna own it like now!
haha

anyway, i had a great time spent with my loved one today.
kick ass is totally a superb great movie!
headed to stadium straight after brunch to burn off some solid fats.
don't know why, today so many strangers paired up with us during the badminton match.
not many actually, only two persons.
both also uncle.
this uncle, already 70+ but still so semangat can run. respect him.
i paired up with patrick, vincent paired up with the uncle.
but my team lost to him.
paiseh btoi. haha

p/s: on a very unrelated note, on Monday, i worked as usual in Kenny Rogers.
there's this woman, real kind. i was taking order as usual, serving her like a server should be.
before she left, she actually waited for me to clear the other tables & asked me for the bill instead of asking other server. rupa-rupanya, she wanted to give me tips. RM10 woot!! so happy.

haha. enough boasting, now ciao to meet up with the nenek tua already ;D

feel so relieved after pouring out everything.

stay tuned for my penang's trip pictures!

finding time to actually transfer the pictures from my phone to desktop to laptop.

iyakk

remember the three fat ass story i mentioned the other day?
LOL *feel so bad calling them fat ass.. ahh, who cares ;D
two of the fat ass apologized to me, kept saying sorry..
well, i don't know how true is that,
cos majority of my colleagues told me so or perhaps they wanted to make me feel better, ahh. i don't know.
but my Supervisor told me that the ugly fat ass did not have the courtesy to apologize, but it's okay.
doesn't bother me much though. haha

so anyway, hey you old bitch!
YES I'M TALKING TO YOU
i don't like the way you acted so innocently complaining to that person saying bad stuffs about her,
but yet..
do you still remember what you told me about that person?
& you don't have the guts to tell her you backstabbed her too huh?

you too, miss. hypocrite!
how could you be so stupid telling me that if you have an issue with me, you'll approach me straight instead of complaining or talking bad stuffs about me to other people?
maybe you have a peanut brain that you are so poor in acting.
this minute you're telling me all those nonsense,
the next minute i saw you telling two persons about your conversation with that girl.
so bullshit.
young or old, all are bitches.
i'm telling you right.

this is my first time working 8 hours continuously without having the chance to slow down
this is also my first time being scolded for my service. wtf funny.
Labour Day, omg.
i hate today
people kept rushing in non stop.
full house since 10am, right until my shift is over at 8.30pm.
i pity those closing people, don't know what time they can close shop.
it's my first time burst down crying during work as well.
so malufying.

well, i seriously never expected anyone to ever doubt my service
but you three fat ass, thank you for making me to realize the impossible.
i wouldn't say i'm an ace worker or whatsoever shit it is,
but you ugly fat ass especially, you are being so ignorant
& for that may the god bless you in everything you are about to say.
arghhhhhh.
enough of today already.
i've met too many idiots today i don't wana be an idiot ranting over the smallest thing.
so ta-daa!
i'm off watching tv.
;D