Again and Again!

I feel it in my heart again.
This discomfort doesn't seem to leave me at all.
Like an ol'friend stopping by in your place to say hello once in awhile.
Only difference, this ol'friend choose to stay in your heart and breaks it into pieces before you are able to recollect the pieces and put it back in place.
I feel bored. and tired at times.
& the presence of this ol'friend worries me.
Right now, it's happening again.
You. Can't you hear me? I'm talking to you.
I want you to start paying attention to my every details and stop taking me for granted.
Show me what I've been missing from you.
I miss us. The old us though. 😢


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My Weakness

My weakness is I need someone to talk through the night with me.
Be a friend not judgmental but accepting.
I don't know, but this is in me.
I hate going to sleep at night alone.
I need to talk to someone but right now, I'm yet to find that someone.

#Just Saying

I think that everything happens to us for a reason. 

The hard times that we go through;

build our characters, making us a much stronger person & help us to accept the people the way they are.

In the end we only regret the chances we didn’t take,

the relationships we were scared to have

& the decisions we waited too long to make.

There comes a time in your life when you realize 

who matters, who doesn’t, who never did and who always will. 

So don’t worry about the people from your past, 

there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.

That's the least I could think of.

If you don’t design your own life plan, chances are you’ll fall into someone else’s plan. 

& guess what they have planned for you? Not much, I believe.

Sometimes we become consumed with the everyday troubles which sometimes are blown way out of proportion.  

All too often, however, we let these troubles weigh too heavily on our shoulders. 

We lose focus and stressed ourselves on unnecessary things.

We magnified the tiny dots of problem and see it as if it's the end of the world. 

We must be willing to fail and to appreciate the truth that often says “Hey look, Life is not a problem to be solved, but a mystery to be lived." ;p

As I grow, I learn more on how to be a person & not to hold everything too tightly to oneself.

I also learn to enjoy the time spent doing what I want solely & not clinging onto others all the time doing what they want.

This, I'll leave a question mark to it,

but the point is, one should try to appreciate all that is going well in life, 

even the slightest thing which too often being taken granted for and not paid attention to.

It is these types of moments that make the everyday issues trivial, 

allowing us to devote less energy to stress and worry,

& more to life’s little treasures. 

Well, sometimes, you just have to dance in the rain or merely just stare blankly at the sky, admiring the nature or even be contented to be able to wake up in the morning to experience life.

As lame as it sounds to be, that's my definition of Life, at least. heh.

Goodnight, I gotta go already else this big fat bear gonna sleep on my bed. =.=

Ps: This is my second night with my new roommate. Have I not introduced her yet? Well, her name is Chrismiin. I'm eager to learn more about her. Just a moment ago, I had a conversation with this lady & she told me that never once crossed her mind that we would be roommate & asked if she was dreaming. My reply as usual? I always believe in destiny. Things good or bad ALWAYS happened for a reason, & I tend to believe it's always for the betterment.. so tadaa, here it is yet another long post from me again. ;)

You cute lil' creature

I dreamt of you yesterday. =.=