oh dear,
the entire week has been miserable and awful.
a series of unfortunate events kept haunting us, like a back-to-back marathon.
never knew so much could happen over night.
emotional brokedown, not knowing what to do.
a gesture turned into a disaster.
a surprise celebration turned into a tragedy.
a fun-based competition turned into a mess.
the innocent one was being defamed.
the righteous ones were being pushed to the end of the runway.
whilst the wicked one was left to do whatever he desires.
but i believe, i do believe there's justice in this world.
there are so many reasons to mourn about, but there are also reasons to celebrate.
it is these unfortunate events that made me see things in a new different perspectives.
i feel the sense of togetherness, oneness and unity among us.
i absolutely truly adore the man i love.
the power of positive thinking when encounter with problems will make a difference.
the power of trust is so important.
the innocent lil' boy came to me, 'sister. thank you. thank you for trusting me.' the most beautiful phrase i've ever listened to.
someone who used to think he's a crap, praised him today.
spent precious days with loved ones.
life can take its toll to anyone, at anytime at all without warnings.
and bad things do happen to good people.
my faith towards God has increased tremendously.
He has reason to every of His plan.
He can be the reason we cry and smile as well.
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i'm glad that everything is falling into place now. things will get better eventually.
Oosh!
many things, way too many i've learnt.
and it's true my sister said i'm stupid in communicating with others. cos i never know what's the right words to say at the right timing, and even to express myself, i find it just so hard.
on a very unrelated note, i was googling for my blogspot actually when i spotted something interesting.
http://topblog.hoofoo.net/blog-index-blogger-S-page169-sukwai.blogspot.com.html
wow, never knew i'll be listed in any site online. haha
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Over the moon
okay pat, i'm extremely sorry. i promised to off now, but here i am after switching off my comp, eventually i turned it on again. i' m just overly-excited you see, that i don't know who to share it with. forgive me please *smoochies
WOHOOOOO
after months of separation, i'm finally reunited with my mum once again!
oh well, maybe i sounded a lil' too dramatic to be true,
but you never know how it feels to be all by your own,
been thru all those dreadful, lonesome nights, not having anyone by your side.
the shelter you once called Home is merely just a House to you,
i do my things, my bro does his.
everyday without failed, once reaching home; facing the four walls, feeling so dumb. so lifeless.
i'm not gonna turn myself into a self-pitying mode
so anyway, yea.. sabah here i come!
wohoooo.
i'm on cloud nine already.
praying as hard as i could, so mum doesnt change her mind, or
i'll be devastated.
many thing came up my mind.
have to bring clothes, shoes, earrings, photos for mum.
have to exercise a lil' since putting so much weights recently
have to study MORE since trials just around the corner..
check check...
what else i gotta prepare?
shoot.
feels so klutzy right now.
*i realize mum changed so much, so much sweeter and cuter. LOL. i feel as if treating a child now. she wants smoochies. she wants huggies. the funniest part is, i don't know if i should say this; but mum actually wanted pat to hug her and sleep sama, and i cant get angry. so OMG funny. hahaha
oh, i just cant stop saying how happy i am right now that i could do Cha-Cha right away. haha
hasta la vista!
WOHOOOOO
after months of separation, i'm finally reunited with my mum once again!
oh well, maybe i sounded a lil' too dramatic to be true,
but you never know how it feels to be all by your own,
been thru all those dreadful, lonesome nights, not having anyone by your side.
the shelter you once called Home is merely just a House to you,
i do my things, my bro does his.
everyday without failed, once reaching home; facing the four walls, feeling so dumb. so lifeless.
i'm not gonna turn myself into a self-pitying mode
so anyway, yea.. sabah here i come!
wohoooo.
i'm on cloud nine already.
praying as hard as i could, so mum doesnt change her mind, or
i'll be devastated.
many thing came up my mind.
have to bring clothes, shoes, earrings, photos for mum.
have to exercise a lil' since putting so much weights recently
have to study MORE since trials just around the corner..
check check...
what else i gotta prepare?
shoot.
feels so klutzy right now.
*i realize mum changed so much, so much sweeter and cuter. LOL. i feel as if treating a child now. she wants smoochies. she wants huggies. the funniest part is, i don't know if i should say this; but mum actually wanted pat to hug her and sleep sama, and i cant get angry. so OMG funny. hahaha
oh, i just cant stop saying how happy i am right now that i could do Cha-Cha right away. haha
hasta la vista!
The Big Easy
aiseh.
Where should i start?
Lots of things to type about
Lots of things happened.
Handover was.. err, 2 weeks ago. i'm suppose to upload the picture, but then again i never seem to have time for it..
the other day Patrick thought i was posing with the blazer. but well, in-the-matter-of-fact tune, i'm telling you, i wasn't. it was my blazer. hahahah
p/s: the updates! updates! post was meant to be the day where i officially sold my blazer *weeping.. to Mee Yee, my most funniest and cekaping junior one could have. i'll upload the photo later la ha. LOL
urm.. urm.. trials in 2 weeks time. wohooo. i wished i have the strength (i typed strengh earlier.. smacks head*) and determination to go through this phase of my life. *praying.. and of cos, i so deperately need to have peace in my mind.. maybe, well maybe i should go up to the Mountain, and meditate peacefully, to calm myself before the big day arrives.. *hinting.. sunflowers.. tea.. *stil hinting if you are that tortoise.. fresh vegetables.. most importantly strawberries.. *if you don't get what i mean, then let's just forget it alright? xD
on second note, i miss this friend of mine (referring to the slightly taller than me, smiling like an evil witch. haha *fyi: i was taller than her many many years back, maybe i shrunk or maybe she cheated)
friendship is such an amazing relationship to even describe it. sometimes, it's not about how often two friends keeping in touch, talking to each other that what makes you call 'em a friend. it's about how understanding your friend is when you are burning the candle at both ends, not complaining or even saying remarks like 'yeala. people got someone already, so busy. no time for old friends or bla bla..' haha, i don't wanna keep this post too long, so i just wanted to say i love you girl. thanks to these special creatures for being so understanding, when communicating seems so hard for me nowdays. oh gosh. after stpm, must must meet up with all of you! =D
and on a very unrelated note, here's the masterpieces exclusively for you guys:
(well, i don't know who's eye is this. all i can say, this masterpiece is really great, but the greatest none other than the mastermind behind it. hoho)
please don't cry =p
*a verse from the song.. Can't Take My Sepet Eyes Off-fuu You
*enlarge it by drawing more lines above the eye
*try to make your eyes more sepet by pulling the corner of your eyes to look like a samurai
that's the advantage of having a pair of smaller eyes, some call it sexy. haha
* "oooo. i gain back my confidence. "
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oh and i love Lenka, especially Trouble is a Friend.
Very catching and cute. LOL. and her music is weird too! wohooo
p/s: BENCI you! haha
Where should i start?
Lots of things to type about
Lots of things happened.
Handover was.. err, 2 weeks ago. i'm suppose to upload the picture, but then again i never seem to have time for it..
the other day Patrick thought i was posing with the blazer. but well, in-the-matter-of-fact tune, i'm telling you, i wasn't. it was my blazer. hahahah
p/s: the updates! updates! post was meant to be the day where i officially sold my blazer *weeping.. to Mee Yee, my most funniest and cekaping junior one could have. i'll upload the photo later la ha. LOL
urm.. urm.. trials in 2 weeks time. wohooo. i wished i have the strength (i typed strengh earlier.. smacks head*) and determination to go through this phase of my life. *praying.. and of cos, i so deperately need to have peace in my mind.. maybe, well maybe i should go up to the Mountain, and meditate peacefully, to calm myself before the big day arrives.. *hinting.. sunflowers.. tea.. *stil hinting if you are that tortoise.. fresh vegetables.. most importantly strawberries.. *if you don't get what i mean, then let's just forget it alright? xD
on second note, i miss this friend of mine (referring to the slightly taller than me, smiling like an evil witch. haha *fyi: i was taller than her many many years back, maybe i shrunk or maybe she cheated)
friendship is such an amazing relationship to even describe it. sometimes, it's not about how often two friends keeping in touch, talking to each other that what makes you call 'em a friend. it's about how understanding your friend is when you are burning the candle at both ends, not complaining or even saying remarks like 'yeala. people got someone already, so busy. no time for old friends or bla bla..' haha, i don't wanna keep this post too long, so i just wanted to say i love you girl. thanks to these special creatures for being so understanding, when communicating seems so hard for me nowdays. oh gosh. after stpm, must must meet up with all of you! =D
and on a very unrelated note, here's the masterpieces exclusively for you guys:
(well, i don't know who's eye is this. all i can say, this masterpiece is really great, but the greatest none other than the mastermind behind it. hoho)
please don't cry =p
*a verse from the song.. Can't Take My Sepet Eyes Off-fuu You
*enlarge it by drawing more lines above the eye
*try to make your eyes more sepet by pulling the corner of your eyes to look like a samurai
that's the advantage of having a pair of smaller eyes, some call it sexy. haha
* "oooo. i gain back my confidence. "
=====================================================================
oh and i love Lenka, especially Trouble is a Friend.
Very catching and cute. LOL. and her music is weird too! wohooo
p/s: BENCI you! haha
Thursday, August 13, 2009
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