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Sunday, January 31, 2010

i just done reading the fat hyppo's blog & the next thing i know, i have tears rolling down my cheek.

not because i'm sad. but because everything that she mentioned has so much truth in how i'm feeling right now.

yesterday i messaged & cried to her. i didn't know what to do & was so confused with myself.

i could not accept the fact that someone whom i trusted most, disappointed me so badly that at one point i thought to myself that i could no longer trust that person ever again. i did not wish to see that particular someone at the moment when i'm still so heated up.

don't feel like elaborating much on it anymore. well, everyone has their own story. and it's true that we can't fixed the past. neither do we like others to judge our past. so Nek, i wanted to tell you. i managed to fight against my mind & follow my heart instead to judge that particular person. eventhough i cannot let go completely, pretending i did not know. Nek, i can't reach that stage yet.

so so, here's the funny thing. don't wanna mention about my leg again cos gonna make me sound so weak. but it is decided that tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, i'm consulting the specialist. so let's end here okay?

here's what happened today.
the two Caucasians dined in again. so of cos being polite, i smiled at the guests & one of the mat salleh winked his eyes on me. for your information, that mat salleh is an old man alright. that's why i find it so funny.

next came another couple & as usual i greeted them again. guess what the uncle told me? "u so small la. you have IC already? you sure you have one?" father never teach not to judge a person based on her size. LOL! but then as i repeated the order again, the uncle told me "nah, no need repeat. i trust you" i said "no no. i must repeat in case taken wrong orders" but he said "no no. i trust you. cos you look smart. won't be a problem" ahem. coughs. hahahahahaha

so i did closing today. damn it so much of things to do. plus, have to wash the sink somemore. yucks

Friday, January 29, 2010

i'm lucky..
cos i got the job that everyone wanted but couldn't get
yet i did not appreciate it.

i'm lucky..
cos i've got my guardian angels to support and help me out in times of need
yet i caused everyone having bad impressions towards one another.

i'm such a great creature, don't you think?

great in a sense causing so much of troubles & yet managed to escape alive.

now i call myself lucky cos i finally got a job that i really enjoy & love doing it.
without any relation or someone i knew that helped me to get the job.
i'm now in a stranger place with all the people i have never met before.
but i'm happy cos at least these people won't judge me cos of somebody's recommendation or something else.
like my first day in kenny rogers, when i made a tiny mistake; the trainee manager scolded me. when i sneezed, another senior immediately asked me to wash my hands with soap saying it's unhygienic.
like today, i kept forgetting to ask the customer if it's before meal or after meal should the ice cream be served; i got sounded by the Captain cos never learn. LOL.
but i'm happy.
cos when i made mistakes, they correct me immediately so that i won't make the same mistake again.
on my first day itself, another manager; i don't know he's in charge of what but i think should be in F&B, he complimented me saying i'm a fast learner. "Excellent" he said. simple compliment. but i'm truly happy.
and today, the Supervisor corrected me again telling me what i should & shouldn't do & she complimented me too. "Chan you sgt hardworking. bagus sgt" & again, i'm feeling superb.

i don't really know how to describe it, but i'm so happy that i finally found a job that meets my expectations. a place where you can truly learn & follow procedures.
as simple as going to toilet, you gotta ask permission.
if you are late to work, you gotta answer to the Restaurant Manager.
& even during your break, it's not like you can take whatever portions of food as you like. the Front Line people will prepare the food as requested by you.
even the table settings, there are ways of how to putting the knife & the fork. i remember Sir Eddy (don't know manager of what), he taught me on the first day saying that we're only allowed to touch the handle of cutleries but not the "mouth" cos it's unhygienic.
there are lots of things la you see, but i don't wanna elaborate too much on it.
others might say so strict or troublesome, but i'll say that's how a restaurant should run. i'm impressed.

in such a small space i would say, they have the Restaurant Manager, Asst. Restaurant Manager, Trainee Manager, F&B Manager, one more don't know what manager, Supervisor, 2 Captains & F&B Staffs(me la means).

& you are not stuck in being a Server (aka waitress) forever. sometimes you get to be the Cashier, or in charge of Front Line aka preparing food or some other time you have to be a Cleaner, in another words having to wash dishes. but i tell you, your hands won't even get the chance to come in contact with water cos not only they use gloves but the way they wash the cutleries are superb. hahah

too long winded eh? but i still have so much to write! cos for myself, it's something worth remembering & to share out with you readers. heh heh

so keep reading as i continue to type.. ;)

i don't know what says you, but for me if i'm given the chance to choose between: enjoy working but low paid or stress in work but high paid; i'd rather choose the first one.

if you ask me again, whether i prefer working in an environment where your colleagues are easy going & friendly or nice but envious. i'll obviously prefer the first one.

or if you ask me, if i love receiving compliments or bad remarks about myself. definitely i'll choose the first one. cos i'm only a human you see. i don't know how about you, for me, money is important. but being accepted & liked by everyone in workplace is equally important for myself.

i wouldn't say that Fossil is bad, but at this stage. maybe it's me that i cannot accept too much of changes yet. like you haven't even learn how to crawl but already forced to run. how is it possible that my world is like Peter Pan's & suddenly i'm being forced to live in the reality; the cruel reality? i cannot accept so much of sudden changes yet & please. please don't force me to grow up too fast. i'm not you okay, & never will be. so let me live the way i want it & comfortable with at the moment.

oh btw, eventhough today is only my second day, but cekap already i tell you. taking orders not a problem anymore. communicating with customers & fulfilling their needs are something i really enjoy doing. LOL. and hello, i'm in charged by the Supervisor to guide & teach the 2 new staffs eventhough i myself is still new alrite? cehh so action.

plus, the managers all are like friends. they joke & talk to you with no boundaries. like some other places, if i'm the boss i wouldn't be too close with the staffs. but this place is totally amazing. i can't stop saying how much i enjoy myself in here you see eventhough my feet pain like HELL.

like today, the Supervisor herself helped me to wear the apron cos according to her we're not working in Kopitiam but in Kenny Rogers, so must be tidy & neat. & the Captain herself came to me and explain to me how to promote our menus to the customers. then there's also this Trainee Manager whom i asked to help me kill the cockroach. he didn't hesitate to help at all. plus, i even requested to that don't know what manager that i wana change my shift from what time to what time & all he ever replied me was "no problem at all". great people isn't it? when i asked permission from the Restaurant Manager to be seated cos my leg is cramping, she quickly said yes & the Supervisor herself kept asking me to sit & rest. when i got up to serve the customer, the Supervisor scolded me & asked me to sit down only. wow, i couldn't imagine that. she even asked the guy to go serve the customer & let me be the Hostess cos according to what she said "Kaki Chan sakit. Jgn bagi dia jln byk sgt"

then there's also some monkies working in the kitchen whom i barely know at all asking me for my name. so i told them to call me Chan. & they made fun of my name saying "Chan mali chan hoi hoi" & kept singing. so adorable. haha

& yes, today i was skiing cum dancing & almost tripped cos the floor was wet & that bloody new shoes that costs me rm200 was hopeless. i was so malu & the first sentence that managed to escape from my mouth was "thank god piring tak pecah" & everyone laughed at me. so bad.

btw, this month alone i've already spent rm300+ just to buy 3 bloody shoes. with that money, all i need to do is to top up another rm200 & i'll get my iPod Nano. but i'm lucky cos my mum is so great. eventhough we don't have much money left, but my mum kept telling me to get a comfy shoes no matter how pricey it is.

maybe it's too soon to say this yet, but i'm ever so grateful to have met a bunch of really understanding people who put my needs first. so selfish of me. hehe

so thank you for reading. i'm done here. adios amigos.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Oh yesh! Just a shoutout to all that I got my job in kenny rogers. Alrite. So don't worry about me. Dark days are long gone & I'm currently happy with what I'm doing right now. So glad that all these happened & within a milisecond everything's back to normal yet again.

Well, this will be my last time blogging about it & after this I'm gonna close this chapter of my life & looking forward for the new one.

To be continue.. Lol
Greetings.

Here I am again telling grandmother story.

So here's how it goes..

In a not so faraway jungle, lived a cute Monkie who was protected by most if not all species of her kind.

Ever since young, she thought life's but a fairytale. The jungle where she has lived all her life was protected by mala'ak or better known as messengers.

But as years passed by, the Monkie is no longer protected by her guardian angels.

So the Monkie thought to herself, & she finally understood the real theory behind all these myths. That angels are but only haloes.

Story ends. Haha. Goodnight!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Check chehhk it out

http://www.dailychilli.com/news/2054-eating-dog-meat-a-traditional-custom-in-china

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

So, anyway here's a short video for you to enjoy ;)
No time to blog about it yet. Stay tune for more!

So, this is my second post for the day.

Phew.

Guess what, i officially lost my job in Fossil.

This was what happened.

The whole day i was thinking & planning what should do if i lost the job, what's my next step & any back door so that i don't remain jobless for months.

So it was decided.

Before i made that phone call, i was worried sick. I thought of what to say & how to say it. So i rehearsed myself dozen of times so that i finally had the courage to say it out.

I surrendered myself to Him as i made that call cos whatever the results, it's entirely up to Him to choose the best for me.

So as i spoke with politeness, all the Supervisor ever replied was mmm ahhh. i was juggling with words. But i kept apologizing & with my best manner, at least i thought so, tryna come up with the best solution asking her if i needed to give her one week notice in advance if i chose to quit due to my health's problem that i did not want to risk over, plus after all that happened you people mmg boh song (tak suka) already.

Guess what she replied? "no need one week notice. tomorrow also don't have to come already"

I swallowed my pride & kept apologizing for all that had happened & the next moment i knew, she hung my phone. How rude was that?

In my 19 years of being a human never once i felt this much of humiliation before. But i'm glad, so glad that i made the right decision without having any guilt anymore towards what has had happened.

At least i learn how to deal with this kind of people in the future & not to be afraid anymore.
At least i understand the real working environment that sometimes it's not about how easy to earn big money that you have to put aside your own health & pride. it's my rights to get what i deserved & at least i fought for it even though the outcome wasn't a happy ending.
At least now i know what kinda job to look for & if the management is bad, you'll be taken advantage of.

So, after a full day rest i'm gonna start hunting for new jobs already. but i'm planning to take bus & go to Ipoh Parade to try out Kenny Rogers cum visit Patrick. hehe. so i'm outta here. wish me luck ;)

Battle against Myself

hello it's me again.

this is my new post for the day & i'm gonna confess it all out.

oh btw, today is my off day. yeah. getting my rest through the method i didn't quite agree with & not happy about, but it has already happened.

so just allow me to type according to what i feel now.

it's 4.18pm right now & yesterday i had the worst night for this new year.

it was my full shift yesterday, 10am to 10pm.

like it's not my worse day yet, i had to stand from 10 to 10 cos you see, when i asked my colleague if i'm allowed to sit. she said yes. of cos you would be desperate to sit while packing & putting labels to the new watches, shades & wallets. but as you turned around seeing your other colleagues were standing as well but u were sitting, guilt's kicked in & you started feeling bad. maybe it's me. i don't know.

not much of a problem to deal with customers cos i'm getting used to it already. every day without failed, i'm repeating more or less the same sentences like "it's 100% leather & all these are new arrivals" or something like "we have 2yrs international warranty or bla blaa. work is mundane. but i'm getting better in my conversation with the customers. despite all that, my leg is giving me problem. i couldn't stand for long you see & when i do; it's either cramping or having ants biting my leg- that kinda feeling. in short, my leg feels numb & pain.

so maybe i pushed my leg to its maximum yesterday & it even rushed to my neck & shoulder.
and these few nights, that particular left leg of mine couldn't get rid of that ants biting sensation even at night. so i got freaked out & finally i told Patrick i really needed a rest but how? after all is said & planned, i called the Supervisor & requested for one day off, but she has got her every reason to explain to me why i can't off within these 3 days except if the manager or whoever it is came to visit our outlet & the next day i'm allowed to rest. reasonable. but when i asked her the exact date she couldn't answer me & kept telling me the same bull story. i did not know what else to say. i just kept thinking to myself why is it that everyone is allowed to take leave for 2days or 5days, but me gotta work 12 days continuously without a day off at all though i know it's only 2 days of full shift & the rest is shifts. and yes i do know that i'm a new part timer, but i do understand that i have my rights to rest as well except that if i'm willing & can do it. but now i know i can't, so is that too much to ask for? don't tell me i'm weak cos i know where i stand.

when i came back from Sabah, i thought i could handle this & in fact wanted to have more full shifts so that i can buy my Macbook earlier.

but after 5days of work, my body is sending me signal that i can't earn this sum of money though i really wanted to. & i thought to myself, yes it's true. so true that if i keep pushing myself to it's limit without taking care what the signals have been sent to me. one day i'm so gonna regret for the rest of my life knowing that i could no longer walk but to sit in the wheelchair. maybe i'm over exaggerating it right now or it's too far fetch to think about it right now. but it makes every sense. it's my own health after all. no ones gonna be bothered but myself.

& so as usual i failed to convince the Supervisor & wanted to cry already when Patrick grabbed my phone & speak to her instead. i didn't know what happened next, cos my mind was empty & i was so scared. but after all is said & done, i'm glad that he did help me to solve the problem but then part of me hated how it was solved. i felt so weak & useless cos simple thing like this i could not handle it & needed somebody to help me. so the drama continued & i couldn't help but to shiver & kept cursing myself.

i never knew i had so much tears & it just wouldn't stop flowing. that night on, i realized i'm not as strong as i always thought i was all this while. i felt weak. so fucking weak in this sense. once i took this step, i should have expected already the outcomes. but i'm afraid. i'm afraid to face the music, to confront them & tell em' what i think is right. but i cared too much what they gonna think or say about me though i kept telling myself what they gonna react is none of my business. they are only my colleagues, not my family. but i cared. so fcuking miserable.

& i have expected already i'm losing this job based on what has happened. but both my sister & Patrick kept telling me that if i really wanna learn, i've gotta be thick skinned & get back to work after informing them in one week advance that i'm quitting since my body does not fit for that job, instead of running away from problem. but you know, no matter how much i hated the latter option, i would still prefer running away cos that's the easiest way out. i hate having to be insulted or to hear bad remarks about myself, cos i know how bad it hurts. but as i said, maybe it's time to really get out of my cocoon & learn to face the society. sighs. so much of growing up. fcuk it.

tell me what i should do?

besides praying, i do not know what's my next step yet. but somehow in a way, He spoke to me indirectly when i was surfing the net tryna get inspired. LOL

so this is what He said to me.. indirectly.. at least for me;)
We do not go to work only to earn an income, but to find meaning in our lives. What we do is a large part of what we are.

and this is from facebook. ahahah
... that difficult people are very important, - they teach you tolerance and acceptance. If all was going your way all the time, you would become a spoiled child, wouldn't everyone? Difficult people are just one of the ways God teaches us to expand beyond our egos and accept other perspectives on life.


p/s: Sorry for the inappropriate usage of language.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Greetings Homosapiens,

Today officially marked the third day of myself working in Fossil & tell you what, it's torturing!

but i'm glad at least i'm being tortured cos have too much things to do instead of having nothing to do at all, waiting to rot nie.

So, anyway. Don't ask me how's work cos i'm so gonna tell you it's a totally different environment for myself. When i was in legal firm, i thought to myself "Wow, working is so much fun! The colleagues are friendly". Proceed on to Sidewalk, i was still the same "Working life is still bearable. You come to work & the moment you blink your eyes, it's already time to go home. Oosh!" Now that i'm in Fossil, i got a different feeling. everything is so brand new for myself. i've gotta learn to see the different types of expressions & act according to them. in short, i have to learn to mimic what the natives practice; for example, when their sales suck, do not ever show your bloody grin. but when your sales are zero, try to pull up your best smile. WTF

maybe let me put it into a simpler way. the position as a promoter ain't easy. it's superb challenging for someone like me.
reason 1; the competition is always there. when you are shy, you lose it all.
reason 2; generosity brings you no where. it'll only have adverse effects towards yourself.

don't feel like continue typing already. don't remember what i wanted to type already

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

first day in Fossil.

i have had butterflies in my stomach for the past few weeks, thinking how am i gonna be able to survive doing something i have no passion in. i was worried sick. even few minutes before i stepped my feet into that shop, i was still tryna get rid of the butterflies but to no avail. so all i did was to pray & hope for the best.

and guess what, i did it! maybe it's too early to conclude yet, but i'm glad i managed to survive throughout the day.

well, i did screw up a lil' here & there & having to act accordingly is such a challenge to myself. but when the customers did purchase stuffs from me, i couldn't stop smiling. hopefully it gets better every day.

& & i got the highest sales for today! whee laa laa

but the sad thing is none other than the time passes real slow & i feel so bored. Since i'm not allowed to wear shoes, i got myself a comfy heels instead & screw it. my baby toe is crying!

then it's time to go back. had to stay half an hour more cos gotta close the accounts & me being the newbie made error here & there. sighs. Patrick gave me a surprise by hiding near the Fossil's entrance & when i turned he said "DA KIP!" so lame. ahahahaha. but i love it ;)

p/s: i need to do more research! ;)

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

my first post of the week.

have so much to share.

but then again, it feels weird typing using my desktop & of course i have to thank my ever so lovely brother for taking away the one & only fan at home & resulting in me being fed by the mosquitoes now.

thought of playing Cafe World awhile, but maybe better luck next time.

thought emotions gonna wrap me up into self pitying mood again, but surprisingly i feel good at home. home alone with nobody.

something came up & i couldn't stop thanking Him for the life He has blessed me with. okay, not tonight being so godly-god preaching.

so anyway, tomorrow's gonna hit me big time. i'm working! having butterflies in my stomach, couldn't stop worrying. first time working as a promoter & you know i hate that job. gotta try anyway.

so adios readers!

have a great night sleep.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

aloha.

if you love spicy food, i would recommend you to grab your car key & drive straight to Woolley.
see the board sign written "South India Curry" & that's the stall i'm talking about.
i myself have dined in 7 consecutively days makan the same food every day without failed from that particular stall. and i'm not sick of it yet, cos it's finger lickin' good woot!

2nd last day at work, yet i'm feeling so not satisfied cos had to pair up with the same person again! arghh... hate it! i don't wanna elaborate so much on this slow species cos i'm so gonna tell her to fcuk off again. i don't often say this, but she pissed me off to the core this time. enough said.
and so i saw Tammy Lim & her boyfriend with her 'baby', according to her. =.=

anyway, Sunday will be a real tiring day. have got so much things to settle.

haha. i'm outta here.

goodnight people, this might as well be my last post for the week. adios amigos.

Friday, January 8, 2010

oopsie. forgotten to say this yesterday. worth to share cos i find it quite funny actually. hahaha

you know the car park ticket machines where they only store coins inside?

well, the funny thing that happened yesterday was Mr.Patrick as usual did not have small notes, so he put in the rm10 note & was proudly saying "i need some change to pay for toll later" & next thing we heard was the dropping sound of really lots of coins. if only you were there & looked at his expression, you wouldn't wanna stop laughing. spontaneously, with his funny expression cursing the machine saying "amma never teach". hahaha. such a cold-joke. ;)

moving on, today's work not so happy about it; i don't know why.
maybe cos my another colleague was kinda slow. when i say slow, i mean real slow. as in okay, fine. i'm not that good either. but hell, i even done arranging all the chairs & i was so sweaty already & she happily still wiping that few damn glasses. i mean, before i started arranging the chairs, she was washing the glasses. now that i'm even done with it; imagine 13 tables, approximately had to arrange 60 damn chairs but still... when i'm busy cutting the fruits i don't know wth she's busy with & she didn't even wanna clean the dishes. when i'm done with everything, only she started to wipe the dishes all. i told myself to shut up & mind my own business nie. but she climbed over my head & kept asking me to do this & that; when all i really wanted to say was "fcuk off & do yourself". even my headache came back & attacked me like nobody's business. i'd rather work alone if gonna pair with her again. thank god two more days to suffer & i'm gonna fly! amen.

oh and it seems that the PC Fair in the Stadium selling 'fake' Golla Bags at a very reasonable price. can't wait to check it out later!

last but not least, i really have to write this up. i put my money in the pocket & thought i lost it as i reached home & found my pocket empty. i was sad of cos & kept telling myself that if it's meant for me to lose the money, then there's nothing i could do about. but if i'm really that lucky, the money would come back to me eventually. and guess what? once i opened the gate nie, the money was there before my eyes. i started to really think that "Wow, i'm such a lucky girl!" wheeee

currently, feeling so light & easy ;)

Thursday, January 7, 2010

yet another productive day spent with my chalem. ;)

the entire trip, it feels so familiar to myself. it's like the present feels like the past. deja vu, i reckon?

went to Queensbay to check out the Golla backpack that i wanted & the hun that i've been dying to own it one day.

Pat was so lovable cos when i did mention that i wanted to see the bags which was on the 2nd floor, all the way from the 4th floor, we made one big round to get down to the escalators and walked towards that particular stall. i was feeling guilty of cos, but when i got my handbag nie, the feeling of excitement overcomed the guiltiness so much that i did not remember how it feels already. so terrible. hehe

we then headed to Gurney Plaza to redeem our movie tickets. i said i ain't gonna watch Avatar for the second time. but i watched that movie for the second time! it was in 3D of cos. could not really feel the enthusiasm of wanting more as much as i had during the first movie cos basically i know the plot of the story already. almost fell asleep, but the ending of the movie did not fail to amaze me for the second time. i was so anticipated, having that kickin' feeling of what's next, when i already knew it so well what's gonna happen next. so teruk. hahahhaha
but overall, it was a good movie. it was full house too; with lots of caucasions sitting on our left, right, front & back. hahahah

oh and we went to Switch again aka the Apple Store to check out the backpack & laptop again =p
and i spotted one really nice backpack which gonna cost me a fortune. RM249, so expensive. =.=

went to Kim Gary & sat exactly at the same spot where we last dined in. definitely, we chose the same set of Claypot Unagi Rice again, & it was my most satisfying meal for the moment. even got my tongue burnt cos the rice was superb hot & crunchy as well. hee

so balik rumah after that & here i am blogging wanting to sleep already * my body is feeling warm outside but cold inside. *yawns

good day ahead everyone!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

it's pass midnight & i just done with my laundry.

tiring day.

don't know how many days at work already.

hahaah.

i was confused that why is it week days, but so many people ranging from youngsters to adults to not so adults aka the elderly came into Sidewalk & makan ice cream. i asked my boss & he said so happened every time when i'm working, lotsa customers will come in & the rest is crap. but the day before when i'm off, he only served 4 tables. but tonight's full house. so even though i closed my ears not to listen to anything my boss gonna crap any further, but my head was seeking for an answer. and well, maybe what Nek told me is true. i'm one of the luckiest girl being surrounded by so many great people, unconditionally helping me to build my path.

sometimes i do wonder why is it so? but there's no reason to it basically. i rather be that lucky girl loved by many instead of the other way round. cos i've seen many. many are blessed with so many good things in life that they don't even have to work for it, but there are also many i've seen, are poor with luck that no matter how much efforts they put in, disappointing results they received.

i used to blame God for the not-so-happy events that happened.
i kept asking "Why me of all the people?"
at one point, i was at the bottom of a deep pit.
no hope. no light.
it was all about my dad that i sank to the bottom of that pit.
if you think your life is miserable.
think again.
there are many more people out there, by sense far worse than the situation you are being put under but yet they did not complain.
have you ever stopped to ponder about the mysteries of life & just go with the flow instead?
i did not know when i started to stop complaining about life & be thankful for the misfortunes that happened.
when i was so busy complaining why life is terrible, i was not aware that in fact i'm one hell lucky girl.
it brought tears even up to now when i talk about my dad.
cos i always wanted a father figure in my life but i know i'll never be that lucky.
but then again, i thank god i don't have a father because life's miserable when your dad is an asshole.
so well, i am indeed so ever grateful for all that i have now.
not for the sake of saying it, being lame. but i truly mean it.
& when you actually started to love your life, you'll start seeing changes in your life.
lucks keep pouring in when you least expected it. trust me.

so putting aside all those long winded words that i've typed earlier.
i'm so looking forward for my trip with my chalem in less than 6 hours. wohooo. i'm so excited!!! hehehee. *winks

oh btw, check out my playlist in my blog! well, just stay longer in my blog & the songs will start playing. hahahah. don't ask me what's my favourite songs right now, cos i'm so gonna tell you i'm head over heels with these particular 3 songs:
1 I See You- Leona Lewis
2. Broken Hearted Girl- Beyonce
3. Yesterday- Toni Braxton

adios

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

let me summarize my day.

went back to my former work place with Nek & waited for ages, sitting in the meeting room tryna cool ourselves while my former boss was busy with his clients. just so you know, he's a lawyer. a charming lawyer. haha.

so yeah, the moment he entered the room, our adrenaline shot up to the maxi & i didn't know why i was as panicked as Nek. so when he started speaking & Nek's turn to speak; i was stucked in the middle not knowing what to do but to look straight & tried not to laugh. that was hell moment. a funnier hell version. he charmed me as usual & i couldn't stop saying that i admire & truly respect this man; he's more like a mentor to me ;)

we then headed to nearby mamak shop & as usual, both Nek & Patrick didn't fail to constantly make me laugh.

the highlight of this post is none other than Mr. Patrick being poked by the needle. he's such a cry baby that even the doctor said he's worse than a girl. LOL.

so bedtime story ends here & i'm off to bed now.

Monday, January 4, 2010

31st December 2009.

been days already, but gonna write this up anyway. ;D

went for alvin & chipmunks, and that was a really funny movie. i wished i could watch again cos we're late by 10minutes anyway. the chipmunks & chipettes were just so adorable & superb cute. alvin & chipmunks 2 was way much better compared to the first one. hee

barbecue was a failure. LOL. many did not enjoy & most of all the food wasn't enough to be stuffed into the stomach, so Ah Pa, Patrick & i decided to go to Kopitiam since Patrick had to take medicine after meals. so yeah, it was fun. Pupus joined us after that cos he claimed that Ket En ditched him for an hour and never to see her shadow again. haha

so don't ask me how great the BBQ was, cos i myself was a bad host. LOL. but i suppose, someone did enjoy that night *winks winks
*more pictures later. ;)

what a post. hahaha. adios

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Complication

4th day at work

Gosh, i so wanted to cry due to some unwanted issue being raised up, but i kept telling myself not to shed a tear.

the entire day, my mood was totally off.

i was praying hard no customers would come in before i ciao & thank god, it rained cats & dogs. so basically whole evening i was spreading garlic butter on the bread, when out of nowhere Ket En came with her family. i started to panick cos 7pm sharp i gotta attend a dinner & thank god again, my boss had mercy on me & let me home. Yippie!

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5th day at work

started off my day with a wake up call from Nek saying she's right in front of my house & i gotta drag myself up from bed. but well, as usual. time spent with her was never enough. so fast already 3.40pm & she gotta leave home. sighs. but of cos, if you ask me, i had so much fun laughing & talking to her. well, maybe that's our routines already that everytime we meet up, sure gonna have girl's fight for no reason at all. haha

so anyway, here's something to celebrate about. i got the job in Fossil & gonna start work right after a day i come back from Sabah. while both Patrick & Nek having interview tomorrow. so of cos, i do hope i receive double good news from 'em. oh btw, i'm going back to my former work place to accompany Nek for the interview & i'm sooooo freaking nervous! couldn't really imagine how's Nek reacting now. she must be having butterflies in the stomach or might as well couldn't sleep at all. hahahaha

later, Patrick & i went back home to wash his bloody duster car cos the owner of the car claimed that his car smelled like shit. hahaha. so anyway, yea. that was real torture & i'm glad that we're done with the car wash. LOL

work was fine. one of the customer was being 'friendly' asking me lotsa stuffs that i was so scared of him. LOL. i think he must be my senior's boyfriend or maybe the brother, i did not know. an hour later, another customer knew that i was from Main Convent & i was like huh "who the heck are you?" you see, all types of unknown friends your gonna meet when you work in Sidewalk. hahaha. and of cos, i served one really cute gentleman & his English was so darn good. the moment your eyes meet him, your so gonna captivated by him. but of cos, i would just say that he's cute & nothing more than that. cos i already have my most charming boyfriend in the world, so what else do i ask for? besides, a shoutout to all the you-think-you-are-hot-gentlemen; never ever plays with a girl's heart cos life's a circle, *&#!*@#! i despise those who use their God's name to break a girl's heart & to get away from problems easily. well, i have four words for you; you ain't a man! and Ladies; never ever go for beauty, look through their heart & not the damn face. once a guy raises his hand on you, it's time for you to kiss his ass goodbye. take my word for it. it's easier for the guy to erase his lover from his life, but it's never easy for the girl to heal overnight if something goes wrong in a relationship. Eve's population needs time to collect back the pieces of their hearts broken by the Adam's. and maybe, maybe it only proves one theory that the Eve's population does have hearts.

okay, get back to where i left earlier. yeah, so guess how much i got as tips? RM5.40 woot! so happy. hahah. plus the boss gave me few packets of really cute cookies. will upload the picture soon! whee

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Let me say this for once, Avatar is a must watch movie! it's phenomenal! too bad in ipoh we couldn't get the chance to watch in 3D else i suppose, it feels more real! gosh, if you ask me. this is my second time watching such a lengthy movie, about 2 hours and 35 mins (not to forget 2012 was approximately almost 3 hours as well) but yet, all my attention was fully captured by the Pandora scenes, no time to be wasted for toilet also. hahahah. two thumbs up.

but of cos, if you ask me will i watch that movie for the second time? definitely it's a NO, cos i'd prefer watching Alvin & Chipmunks again. at least, i get to exercise my cheekbones as well as my jaws for laughing too much instead of sitting still, concentrating on the movie alone. watching once is enough, twice is too much though.

goodnight.

tomorrow marks my fourth day working in Sidewalk again. sighs. LOL

Friday, January 1, 2010

Dum spiro, spero

When I try to be brief, I speak gobbledygook. So don't mind me please. I have approximately 27 minutes left before the day ends.

Anyway, Happy New Year 2010! Let's have a fresh start this 2010, forget the past & look forward for a better tomorrow woot!

i think of the new year and i wonder what have i done since the last?
i have cried.
i have laughed.
but most of all, i have had the best year of my life!


So yea, of cos i do have a New Year's Wish List instead of New Year's Resolutions this year, cos you know what, resolutions don't work! Every year, I look back disappointed that yet another year has come & gone and my goals haven't been achieved again; you know what i've pledged to do for years? to lose weight, but every year i'm gaining more & more weights, so i might as well be more realistic this year. ho ho ho

SO here's the list of things that i really REALLY want before the year 2010 bids farewell:

1. MacBook Pro
OMG! look at this hun, so superb delicious! *whistle. for your information, it's made from one solid piece of aluminium & the rest is history. you find it out yourself! OH MY GAWD

2. IPod Nano
Now take a look at this chic, isn't it HOT & all the SEXINESS words you are gonna use to describe it? It's almost near to PERFECTION!

3. Twenties Girl
Well, how could i miss out my all time favourite author, Sophie Kinsella of The Shopaholics? Well, i've read all her books except for this one.. so i'll be goddamn happy if i get to have it for my collection! hahaha

4. The Alchemist
And last but not least, someone recommended this book to me & said it's a must read inspiring book. of cos i did some research on it & found the quotations which pretty amazed me & i love it!!

You see, i ain't greedy. i do not ask for more. if i could fulfill my wish lists by the end of the year, it's a big achievement for myself already. *winks

How about yourself? Still planning & cracking your brain wanting to accomplish more? Well, take my word. sometimes it's true that less is more. so begins with small step first ;)

and just for today, CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE!!!

May God Bless You, yes YOU!! hahahaha. Have a great year ahead filled with abundance of joys & happiness! Whee laa laa.

Carpe Diem!