today's date: 31st December

shit shit shit. small shit. big shit. mega shit. all shits come in various shapes, and sizes. LOL

i'm left with 4 more days before school reopens.

how i wish it rains heavily day and night..

and on Sunday night, the government will be announcing " sad to say, all schools will be closed due to inclement weather expected tomorrow."

yippie!

big sweats.

hahaha

New Year's Resolution: to tolerate fools more gladly, provided this does not encourage them to take up more of my time.

may all your troubles last as long as your New Year's resolutions!

god blast all of you! xD

additional post..

how could i forget to write this up...

it's something so unusual and so funny.. LOL

my first time.. (in the cinema)

being poured popcorn from the back by a mafia gang. hahaha

like wth..

they could still laugh so loud.

but it's a great experience anyway.

how many times in your life..

you'll have this opportunity..

being poured popcorn from the back..

and still managed to laugh with them?

one in a hundred chance.

anyway it's raining now. wheeeeeeeeee

The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather in a lack of will.

- Vincent J. Lombardi

ermm. i think i should just stop wasting my time and be good today. not just for today, but everyday. trying. really trying to change for the betterment of human race. coughs xD

dFamilia day..

OMG!!!!

he's so HOT!!!! LOL

went to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still.
one word to say it all, Keanu Reeves is so charming! HAHAHAHAHHAHA
overall i give this movie a 8 out of 10. xD

the joke is this, Matthews he is so big and huge.. yet he is so weak. =p
his whole body was trembling, and his mouth had been quivering like burung kakak kak kak kak tua a a a aa aaaa.. that kinda thing. so funny. muahahaha

and no exception for Patrick either. he was having difficulty pronouncing the word T, couldn't stop stuttering/ stammering. so hilarious. wakakaka

after that, went straight to Gunung Lang. (never really heard of this place before, but there we are anyway xD)

what's so great about dFianz, we made noise anywhere, everywhere at anytime, everytime.

while waiting for the MIC gang to join us, (just so you know, dFamilia consists of 4 indians, 3 chinese and 2 malays =D) we had this so-called saliva's war game in the car. it's sickening i know, but we don't care, and not forgetting this ticklish, and pulling leg's hair game till 3 species at the back gotta use the don't-know-what-car sun shade-to protect themselves. really stooooooopid, but fun at the same time. HAHAHAHA

and and also the MIC gang were gaying and rumbling one of the poor gay guy in a small kancil, which makes the car goes uhhh-ohhhh. LOL

so here we were in Gunung Lang..



the sceneries were really fantastic!

and also the monkies... really adorable! sempat berposing lagi.. HAHA

the monkie in action, awww.. so adorably cute xD

i present to you..
three beauties.. coughs..

and six beasts... ahakz

family picture before we left.


xOxO

snoogums-boogums

i'm bored to death right now, but feeling so hyper that i almost reach the sky at the same time. haha. what a weird combo.

Picture of the Day

cekap eh this dog? it's a bitch female dog by the way

Video of the Day


Song of the Day
Best of Me, by Daniel Powter
(considered of choosing If I Were a Boy by Beyonce. but to think of it, it doesn't rhyme with the Thoughts of the Day. so better not. xD)

Quote of the Day
an apple a day keeps the doctor away, but two apples a day keep you farting all day long! puuuut puuuuut puuut puuuuut puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut. haha

Thoughts of the Day
i don't wanna be a boy.
i wanna remain as a girl.
what a statement. LOL
but being a girl is so much fun.
you sulk a lil', and you get what you wanted =)
no matter how annoying you annoyed others, it's still Okay with others. or maybe not. not sure. haha
maybe let me put this straight.
it's a girl's nature to overreact most of the time.
so bear with it. haha

Something to Share
a king kong owes me 3 lolipops, ice cream, chocolates and candy.
a monkie owes me cake and cookies.
i owned a black alien as my babi slave now.
hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahaha

p/s: now you know the reason why i love being a girl. =D

gosh, been out for almost 12 hours straight.

yesterday was a great night spent with dFians. just too tired to post about it. xD

i'll let the pictures summarize my night =)

a day before yesterday (two days back)

went to nenek's friend's house to learn how to make cupcakes




in between, had a break, had chocolates as our hi-tea. haha

two kids on the left and a nursery teacher on the right. coughs

we'd been working so hard for 5 hours continuously, i was rather surprised with myself and nenek as well. i couldn't quite believe myself that we were really making cupcakes just for our loved ones! never once in my life, i pushed aside everything and my heart was telling 'you gotta do this for them'. i just don't know how to put it in words. the feeling was great. i feel so proud of us! LOL

well, u may say we're obsessed with each other. i need not to explain to you. you'll know how it feels like to have been surrounded with a bunch of really great friends in your life. only then you'll come to realize, all that doesn't matter anymore. what matters, you just want to see them everyday, making fun of each other, chatting away happily for no valid reason. no matter how difficult it is for you, you'll try to sort it out, just to be with them. this is friendship, i would say. friendship is all about trust, being considerate towards one another's needs. friendship does not even bother who gets the fame, whether you are smart or ugly. green eyed monster does not even get a chance to come into sight; in short. it does not envy. it's all about being caring and passionate towards each other. friendship makes you grow as a person. you wouldn't even care how much you have sacrificed just to see them happy and bla bla bla.. i can keep writing if i want to, but to think of it, i sound so naggy suddenly. so better stop and get back to where i left earlier. LOL
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went to Sam's house yesterday for dinner. it was so yummylicious! HAHAHA

just realized i forgotten to snap pictures, so don't have pictures to show. LOL

both of them so loving! haha

and i gotta say this, Sam is really superb duper lembap. i hate calling him! wakakaka

Nek's graffiti on my hand. *typing symbols. xD

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the Romans had a proverb, mens sana in corpore sano, meaning 'a healthy mind in a healthy body.'

so we went to pologround for jogging as early at 8.30 in the morning the next day, not forgetting Matthews couldn't wake up. look, who's the genuine **** now? LOL

and guess what!? i saw Pn. Nalini! oh gosh. i miss her so much. haha

next, headed to the library just to finish up our holiday homeworks. surprisingly, we did manage to spend at least 2 hours or so to fully concentrate in our studies. complete silence you know. semangat to study.

3 hours later, all i can say.. both are hopeless. LOL. before we left, was playing with our staplers; i'll call it dFianz stapler's game? HAHAHA

later on, went for makan under a gigantic tree..the food is huge like a mountain, and the enormous drinks we had.. even our tummies, like pregnant for 6 months. uwaaaaaaaaa

later on, went for movies. wanted to watch Yes Man, but no more showing already. NO MAN! sighs. ended up watching The Spirit, it wasn't that bad.

just a random thought...

i've been thinking alot recently, which i'm not really certain of what i've been thinking,.. but i've been thinking xD

it's funny how when you are in love, what's worse when you are committed to someone; random couples will hold hands, started to cuddle like jelly and beans, (become so inseparable immediately) and the next level will be kissing. if you don't do any of the above, your friends will come to you one by one asking "eh you sure you are okay? why so slumber? or things like, if you keep remain what you are doing just because you want to, he'll dump you one day" and yada yada.

but what i feel about love, it takes root slowly and grow with time. infatuation grows into full blossom almost immediately. when the passion fades, and the intimacy wanes, the relationship ends. love isn't about promises or sweet talking, saying "i will only love you and you alone in my entire life" and love does not brag. it does not tell the whole world how loving the both of you, how intimate the both of you in the eyes of the public. it's all bullshits. LOL. just be true to yourself - the loreto way. do what you are most comfortable with. you don't have to rush things. if it's meant to be, it is. if it doesn't, why hurry?

Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."

Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.

i believe love is not just a saying, it's a doing. you have to feel it in everything you do. when you love someone nothing in the world must be able to shake that awesome feeling inside. love is amazing, share it with the world, you have nothing to lose but everything to gain. when you are in love with someone, your world shouldn't just revolve only the both of you. you shouldn't ignore your friends. you shouldn't get too obsess over a girl/boy. you should be conscious and aware what the world is doing. love can take over your whole life if you are not careful. let it not take you over, but become a part of who you are. when you think about the person you love, it should make you want to be a better person, for them.

i have zero knowledge about what love truly is. i don't have the rights to condemn or criticize whatever other is doing, it just my thought anyway... haha

and i've been browsing through uncountable sites, but this particular site caught my attention. so,

check this out

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. - 1 Corinthians 13:5-7

The opposite of Love is fear. Think about it.

i continue later.. gotta get going. wana meet my loved ones. cant wait to see them. cant wait to see their expressions. i don't know if we'll surprise them or ended up they surprised us instead. hahaha. so i don't know what i am talking again.

Nek, these pictures specially just for you as your christmas' prezie =)


Grace loves me xD
see, we're so close. bluekkk

*hahahaha. really nothing better to do. so no life. was just playin okay? chill. go eat chili. speaking about chili, it reminds me of the rendang matt's mum cooked. urghhhhhhhhhh. i want MORE! xD
miserable xmas everyone. god blast. xoxo

p/s: if i were to start writing, it'll be pages long for just one post, coz i have so much to write. so better not to sound like a grandma. and i'm just so dead tired. been out the whole day. and merry xmas everyone. sorry, no credits. HAHA

im soo excited! wheee. bluekk

there are few reasons to it:

1. early in the morning went with the two monkies to get a new helmet for amoy as xmas prezie. what's so great is that, the excitement of making a surprise for your loved ones. everything is pretty worth it though..
before........................................ after.......................................

when you see his king kong's face.. how excited he is. everything is so worth it.


2. don't remember who's idea of cycling from bercham to tambun. but because i'm too good in cycling, we ended up jogged walked all the way from bercham to tambun. cool ain't it? nothing is impossible. everything is possible if you believe. it's kinda fun to do the impossible though we gotta deal with the consequences later on. nah, nevermind. whatever happens, happens =p

3. this is the best part! i wanted to take a picture of the car i drove, but phone ran out of battery. so forget it. i drove a kelissa or kancil or whatever it is. don't remember. this friend of mine, he is so well known for being a daddy's son. his curfew was til 10.30pm, even worse than a Cinderella. so being an angel sent from hell, intentionally i tried to play with his car, not forgetting ket en was there playin as well. we set him off from the prison at 10.27pm, which i'm sure by right he reached home, he'll be so sorry. HAHAHA. *feeling so angelic suddenly. anyway, out of 100%, he gave ket en a 40%, and me.. coughs.. a 50%..not bad eh for a third timer? coughs.. couldn't stop bragging about it. xD

4. don't wanna talk about patrick's car. he's a real monkie. i'm only allowed to drive for less than 30seconds. like wth? bluekk. went to ai yean's church to countdown.. yea, it was fun =)

5. went to ipoh padang just for the sake of nothing-better-to-do. blabla bla all.. i ended up driving pupus' car wooot! OMG! i drove on the real road, with cars you know! his remarks were: seriously not bad.. you can definitely pass your driving lessons.. coughs.. i admire your steadiness when driving.. coughs.. and yada yada.. don't remember what else he said.. he complimented me too much =p. out of 100%, he gave me a 65%!!!! hahahaha *humble Suk Wai, humble
p/s: it was a BMW by the way =D


6. feeling not satisfied, i went up to Leroy's car next. in short, this time i even went all the way to Greentown and at the speed of 60km/h, it was way too fast for me. the feeling is just so, indescribable. putting aside the thrill of driving a car, what really matters is the trust of your friends. when all you gotta say is 'trust in me' and when they really do, the feeling is way better eating your favorite ice cream.

7. had a really great and long conversation with my mum where i feel so grown up and mature suddenly.

8. and yeah, i received the most sincere and sweetest letter ever but the sad news is.. i'm not telling =p

this concludes my night, and these are the best prezies i've ever received. so thanks a gazillion. haha

just a thought

it amazes me what God can do for you.

He hears me even when i don't speak, it's true.

well, i ain't a holy person.. but i do believe in the existence of God.

i do feel the presence of Him.

being my true self, i couldn't live a day without making fun of people or to mess up with my friends just you know.. for the sake of fooling around. yea, i know i should get a life! haha

but this time i think i crossed the line, thanks to my nenek tua for being such a great partner. it's no wonder; nenek borek, cucu pun rintik. xD

it's not something serious, but it's enough to make us stay sober and speechless for awhile, though we know exactly what is happening. *hard to understand what i'm tryna say. hahahahaha

*coughs.. being kind by nature.. *coughs... ss again i was feeling so guilty, that i somehow whispered to God asking him what i should do. what is my next step. i randomly picked up the bible and flipped through few pages. one of the verses caught my eyes. it says,

don't plan anything that will hurt your neighbour; he lives beside you, trusting you. don't argue with someone for no reason when he has never done you any harm.

i was rather astounded by the answer, for i know He answered my prayers. once and for all, i pulled down my ego and apologized. hahaha. what a great thing to do. you started it so badly, and eventually you gotta end it well just so that you have a happy ending. LOL. WHADDAFORK!?

i don't know what i am talking, so tadaaaa xD

last day of convention. sigh.

i would say, this is the best camp i've ever attended so far in my 18 years of age =)

As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

i love this song. i love the lyrics. haha

today in history!! =D

i managed a car, and it's not any other typical car you would see on the road. coz it's a big car, and the owner of the car is an old lady. that's what make it so unique. the best combination of the new and the old ones (new=car, old=nenek tua), the one and only you could find in Ipoh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*okay, so i don't understand what i am talking.

went to patrick's house coz thought of paying him a visit since he is still traumatized by what had happened the night before.

the usual stuff we did, all the laughter, giggling and funny gestures...went for minum and yada yada

the highlight of the day was after hours minutes of bodek-ing my beloved nenek, she allowed me to experimenting on her car! it's like OMG. i just don't know how to express what i'm feeling at this moment. it makes me realize that there are stil many people out there who believe in me despite all the consequences they might have to deal with later on.

for the first timer, tutorial on the spot. i guess my driving skill wasn't that bad after all, though nenek kept shouting and screaming and she even prayed for her car. LOL. whilst atuk moyang went speechless all the while. he gave me a fed-up-look, which i didn't really care notwithstanding the fact that his phone being thrown down twice, coz there's a sudden brake thanks to a bad tutor beside me giving last minute instructions. HAHAHA. =p

at the end of the day, patrick gave me a 40% and nenek 45% after negotiated for so long.


p/s: refer to my nenek's blog. her post is funny! HAHAHA

i love them so much. only when i am with them, i ain't afraid to be stupid with. i found my true self. so i just want to say to da Familians, thanks for being part of my life, whether you guys are a reason, a season or a lifetime. i appreciate the time we've spent altogether. a big fat kiss with a big fat hug to all of you. mwuahhh. LOL

craps

hmmm. nothing much to do at the moment, so thought of being lame. ngek ngek

started off my day by doing house chores *coughs.. so very the hardworking. *coughs. self praised.

and my breakfast is definitely, junk food! could not find any other food to chew (thanks to irene anyway xD)

and seriously, i've gained so much of weight that i'm afraid i'll turn into that useless Moto Moto's beloved, Gloria! HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Click 'ere to have some fun xD

anyway, i was back from youth camp yesterday, which marks the end of all the camps i've attended for the year 2008. *so called closing ceremony xD

something strikes me suddenly. Christmas is just around the corner. 5 more days to go! oH shOOt. LOL. funny to say this, but the deal is that my sister bought us christmas presents already, so we gotta get her back something in return.

these are the things she requested:
brother buying three packets of coffee without sugar
me buying five packets of curry powders
mum making the sambal belacan, planning to smuggle it onto a plane. xD

this metallic pair of earrings cost RM1000+ ... like OH MY HOLY SHOT!

the shampoo on the right, it will make your skin glow you know! or better known as shining or something. wth. but cekap eh? =D

i love this =)

mini handbag. sister sow it one by one xD

and this heels, i thought it was some sort of weird animal. sweat.

ho ho ho

just a quick post before i'm off to packing my bag.

da Familia came to my house with a packet of ice creamsssss!

just so you know, i'm officially being grounded by my mum coz she wants me to stay at home to grow groundnuts. i'm sure by the time i'm being set free, i've gone nuts already. sigh

ain't they're just so sweet? hehe

well i have nothing much to say, but only God knows how much i love them. all of them =)

and i am so glad that i met them. not to say that i don't appreciate all my other friends, they do make a difference in my life. only difference is that, da Familia is so much like my own family. a complete ones, happy or sad moments, everything we shared together.

i got to drive a car earlier! omg. it's so cool.

gtg. mum is back