I'm so tired 😭

On staying positive

Oh dear. 

I know it's not gonna be easy, but I don't know it's gonna be this difficult either. 

Not so much on the physical, but mentally- I am exhausted. 

When indulging in good food no longer works. I know I'm in trouble. 

I used to be able to distract myself by indulging in food excessively. At least I feel happy, even though it's only temporary. 

But today is one of those rare days, where I completely broke down. I couldn't hold my tears any longer.