aloha my dear readers,
hope life is treating each & every one of you splendidly!
for myself, life is a bliss.
i have news!
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this is my story.
currently just closed another chapter
& now anticipating for yet another new chapter of my life!
so excited! hehe
so anyway, this is one of the very precious chapter that has happened within the past one month.
the chapter where i'm back to my former workplace & to learn even more this time.
i realize as you grow, the level of confidence increases within you.
but never ever think too high-and-mighty of oneself, cos arrogance only kills even the most intelligent person. hahaha
don't wana bored you with my working life.
but i definitely had the best time of my life working with such great bosses & superb sakai colleagues. hehe
so im done & over with this phase, i have to look forward to my studying life once again!
but anyway, i have a story i feel i should share with anyone who's reading this
so hear me say...
my boss brought me to this place, not really a house.. how do i describe it?
a place where it's stranded far away & not many would notice such a place even exists i reckon?
there lived a family consists of 1,2,3,4.. i think should be four family members in the house.
the daughter was born without legs & so unfortunate she had leukemia
while the mum who's already 70yrs old diagnosed with cervix cancer. 3rd stage & it's not a good sign for someone as old as her to have gone through this.
they even got cheated by the unprofessional lawyer. bastard!
i felt for them. i really do. i don't know how they managed to get thru this kinda hell lives,
but these are the real fighters, the daughter especially.
she's so optimistic.
i really wished i would be able to lend a helping hand.
the only thing i can do right now, is to pledge anyone who's reading this, who knows any information or the whereabouts of how to get the financial aids, government bodies or whatsoever it is to help them.
if you think your life is hard, think again. and ask yourself, compared to what?
today is really a great exposure for myself if you ask me.
i've heard enough of sad stories, but never really had a chance to be immersed into a real-tragic situation. a real-life situation that is really happening around us, but only the society choose to be so ignorant.
cheerio! xD
Friday, July 30, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
i'm a complicated person la.
when i am too caught up with works, i wished i could have more time to rest.
now that i am too caught up with basically nothing, surfing the net thinking what to do, i wished i know what to do.
haha
i wonder how's everyone doing?
my fingers feel so stiff, scratching my head thinking of things..
i'm really curious what awaits me in the future.
signing out.
when i am too caught up with works, i wished i could have more time to rest.
now that i am too caught up with basically nothing, surfing the net thinking what to do, i wished i know what to do.
haha
i wonder how's everyone doing?
my fingers feel so stiff, scratching my head thinking of things..
i'm really curious what awaits me in the future.
signing out.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Aloha Readers!
I know I shouldn't be blogging at this hour.
But I have so much to share right now..
(it's a bedtime story for myself anyway, so don't bother reading if you don't have time. grandma's ranting nie)
A year ago,
I fell in love with the MacBook Pro.
I even dreamt of owning it one day.
& so it is decided once i got a job,
I would start saving money for it.
I had it all planned,
but of cos it didn't go according to what i had planned.
7 months ago, i told them i would own this baby.
but they said, i'm too ambitious.
it was merely a dream,
but now i proved them wrong.
anything is possible,
you can achieve whatever you desire
you could even own the world,
nothing is impossible
as long as you put your heart & soul into it.
that's what i learnt along the way.
when what others do is to laugh at your dreams,
it is possible to turn your dream into a reality.
you know why i'm really that excited right now?
it's the satisfaction that i feel right now.
so much satisfaction knowing whatever other people says about you doesn't matter
but what you have to say about yourself that really matters.
sometimes when i look at it again,
it's really funny.
i was so excited cos i got the job in Fossil
knowing i'll be so filthy rich at the end of the day.
but who would have expected,
i quit the job 6 days later?
coincidence or not,
i ended up in Kenny Rogers.
& i got the partial scholarships from Berjaya Roasters.
when all hope is gone,
i thought of giving up..
knowing it's impossible to save up the amount of money needed.
back then, the MacBook Pro was RM4k.
just when im on the verge of giving up,
i got to know the new line is coming out in April.
coincidence or not?
MacBook Pro for RM3599.
hahahahah
& so i set my mind right again.
again, coincidence or not you decide.
just when im worrying where to collect that lump sum of money
that asshole appeared suddenly & sent money to me.
& my bro in law wanted to sponsor half of my laptop money.
great.
so all i ever needed to do is to wait for the month of May to arrive.
just when i'm so near of getting it already,
something came up.
i was torn in between knowing i can choose only one.
that was the worst situation i feel i have been into.
i cried for weeks, that's all i could say.
don't wana elaborate already. im yawning here myself listening to my own rantings. LOL
to keep it short, i am really really grateful for the pains & sorrows You choose to throw on me.
now that the dark moments are long gone, im harvesting the fruits of joys & happiness. so pls. pls don't take it all away from me too soon yet. HAHA.
& you know,
i do not worship God like how the Christians would go to church every Sunday,
the Muslims would be praying to their Allah 5 times a day
nor like the Buddhists praying with the incence sticks to show their appreciation towards Him.
i only speak to Him through my heart.
but i really really do believe in the existence of God.
what i realize is that,
sometimes you might not favor the road He has chosen for you now,
but once you got thru that phase
looking at how your life has unfold before your own eyes,
that feeling is indescribable.
get what im saying?
cos that's what im feeling now, again.
LOL
But I have so much to share right now..
(it's a bedtime story for myself anyway, so don't bother reading if you don't have time. grandma's ranting nie)
A year ago,
I fell in love with the MacBook Pro.
I even dreamt of owning it one day.
& so it is decided once i got a job,
I would start saving money for it.
I had it all planned,
but of cos it didn't go according to what i had planned.
7 months ago, i told them i would own this baby.
but they said, i'm too ambitious.
it was merely a dream,
but now i proved them wrong.
anything is possible,
you can achieve whatever you desire
you could even own the world,
nothing is impossible
as long as you put your heart & soul into it.
that's what i learnt along the way.
when what others do is to laugh at your dreams,
it is possible to turn your dream into a reality.
you know why i'm really that excited right now?
it's the satisfaction that i feel right now.
so much satisfaction knowing whatever other people says about you doesn't matter
but what you have to say about yourself that really matters.
sometimes when i look at it again,
it's really funny.
i was so excited cos i got the job in Fossil
knowing i'll be so filthy rich at the end of the day.
but who would have expected,
i quit the job 6 days later?
coincidence or not,
i ended up in Kenny Rogers.
& i got the partial scholarships from Berjaya Roasters.
when all hope is gone,
i thought of giving up..
knowing it's impossible to save up the amount of money needed.
back then, the MacBook Pro was RM4k.
just when im on the verge of giving up,
i got to know the new line is coming out in April.
coincidence or not?
MacBook Pro for RM3599.
hahahahah
& so i set my mind right again.
again, coincidence or not you decide.
just when im worrying where to collect that lump sum of money
that asshole appeared suddenly & sent money to me.
& my bro in law wanted to sponsor half of my laptop money.
great.
so all i ever needed to do is to wait for the month of May to arrive.
just when i'm so near of getting it already,
something came up.
i was torn in between knowing i can choose only one.
that was the worst situation i feel i have been into.
i cried for weeks, that's all i could say.
don't wana elaborate already. im yawning here myself listening to my own rantings. LOL
to keep it short, i am really really grateful for the pains & sorrows You choose to throw on me.
now that the dark moments are long gone, im harvesting the fruits of joys & happiness. so pls. pls don't take it all away from me too soon yet. HAHA.
& you know,
i do not worship God like how the Christians would go to church every Sunday,
the Muslims would be praying to their Allah 5 times a day
nor like the Buddhists praying with the incence sticks to show their appreciation towards Him.
i only speak to Him through my heart.
but i really really do believe in the existence of God.
what i realize is that,
sometimes you might not favor the road He has chosen for you now,
but once you got thru that phase
looking at how your life has unfold before your own eyes,
that feeling is indescribable.
get what im saying?
cos that's what im feeling now, again.
LOL
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