Oh dear, at the moment I wish life does come with a Life Manual Book on how to endure this phase of life. 

It's rocky, yes.

But for the first time ever, I feel so helpless. 

Anxiety building stronger in me as days come by. 

It's torturing. 

Please toughen me up & provide me the strengths to go through this hardship. 

For I refuse to quit just yet. 

I may not be a superwoman, 

but I know indefinitely,

I am a strong woman.