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Saturday, December 7, 2013

Dear December,

I'm exhausted already. 

Pls strengthen my soul to endure the remaining 24 days. 

I wouldn't say it's tough, but it's not easy either. It's tough when you are trying your best to do the right things, but adversity sets in to test your strength. To see how far you can withstand the pressure. 

Today is one of those days where I have completely lose my temper on people. The usual patience & timid self has disappeared. I seriously couldn't stand how a person could be so superb thick skin lying straight to my face. I hate it! 

& I even hate it when I myself was being indecisive seeking for other people's opinion of the decision that I was about to make, but I hated the opinion of others. 

CHAN SUK WAI WHEN WILL YOU EVER LEARN TO TRUST IN YOUR SELF? That you are truly capable to do the right thing, in the right way, for the right reason? 

Choice. Yours is speaking to you now as you read these words. Sure, there have been times when I caved and listened to others—many times. And I can think of the disasters that followed from not listening to my voice. 

It's okay. Everyday is still a learning day. You tried & you made mistake, just make sure don't commit the same mistake twice okay? Be a wiser person today!

Great. Goodnight already!