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Saturday, March 24, 2012

The Mind

I believe how a person lives his life is very much depended on one factor.
That factor is the power of one's mindset.
If you think you are happy, you will be.
& vice versa.
Words are always easier said than to actually do what you preached.
I constantly reminded myself I'll be happy being the way I am right now.
For quality of one's life isn't measured on how many quantity  friends you have,
but more of the quality friends that matter.
Life is kind of like a party.
You invite a lot of people, some leave early, some stay all night, some laugh with you, some laugh at you, and some show up really late.
But in the end, after the fun,
there are a few who stay to help you clean up the mess.
& most of the time, they are not even the ones who made the mess.
These people are your real friends in life.
They are the ones who matter most.
I don't know. But i feel it in my heart.
I don't feel belong no matter how much I tried.
Perhaps, that's the reason why I don't know how to communicate with people anymore.
Because I stopped talking to people.
I put up a higher wall, just so that they can't reach me.
Cos they don't understand me. & they judged.
Spend more time with those who make you smile and less time with those who you feel pressured to impress. 

Friday, March 2, 2012

What I learned in February

Goodbye February!
Although I have a love-hate feeling for you,
But I understand all these shits happened for a reason.
Within a short period of 29 days;

You taught me few very important lessons:
1. The importance of family. To appreciate them even more, not to take them for granted for life can be taken away from anyone at anytime at all. I no longer afraid to say I love you to my mum. :)

2. Either to do well in everything or not to do anything at all. Either you try your best or don't even bother trying at all. Be passionate. Nothing is impossible as long as you have faith in what you strongly believe in.

3. Be true to yourself. There will always be someone somewhere out there who hates you for being you. Don't change who you are just to fit in. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. Don't force. Don't be devastated either. Look for someone else who can accepts you for being you. and not pretending to be someone you are not.

4. Do not keep grudges. Ask yourself; If the world is coming to an end, does it matter anymore? What really matters to you? Embrace what you have and let go of the past. Hasta la vista, yo!

5. Be contented for what you have. Don't complain. Don't ask for more. Just be thankful for even be able to wake up in the morning. Remember, everyday as you are feeling dreadful for yet another day, someone somewhere is struggling to live for another day.

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You know?

The reason I stopped trying is because you judged.
No matter how hard I tried to blend in, it will never work.
It's like, I'm always the black sheep.
Maybe I'm being sensitive, but I can't help being myself.
Just let me do things the way I want.

Need lotsa discipline to finish my assignments in advance so I can have a stress-free weekends.
Can't wait to be home next week!


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