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Saturday, March 27, 2010

bad starts for Kenny Rogers..

early in the morning, the air cond went out of control & kaboom.. couldn't be fixed.

so all of us were kept in the cozy cubicles.

thank god today my shift started at 10am- 3pm. pity the closing people.

so basically, all of us gathered & were chatting to kill time.

suddenly, the BOH staffs were complaining no water supply & so the manager on duty had to find ways to solve the issue.

like it's not our worst day yet, there's this bloody customer, i must say. i don't usually call them by names. but he's so fcuking rude that everyone of us got so pissed of with his fcuking attitudes. so he is a doctor, yeah so what? maybe he's only a trainee or yet to be a doctor but he was making a big fuss over the cockroach found in his drinks. LOL. okay, maybe it's a big thing. our faults for being so careless in this sense. but i hated the way he answered back so rudely saying "i don't need your sorry. sorry doesn't solve this issue at all. this place is a big company & you guys are charging us 10% service & what kind of service is that and bla bla.. & so he kept on & on.." the best part was when he shouted & pointed his damn finger "where's that manager who spoke to me? call him to see me now" gosh, such a jerk. not enough of having to write a memo to complain to the Departments, he even asked us to fax that memo to the Departments & took a picture of it & left without paying. but if i were him, yes. i would have complained to the highest Departments or whatever it is called, but of cos i would have asked for the receipt of dine in for the least. & have the courtesy to show some respect to the person i am speaking to. ASSHOLE!

let's not talk about him. oh my gosh. i had my best tandoori chicken in Nasmir. soooooooooo tasty!! hehe.

oh yes yes! & guess what? yesterday, Mr Alan Loh called the office & was looking for me! at first i was like, who's Mr Alan? why did he ever wanna speak to me? only then i was aware that he was asking if i have submitted the scholarship. he kept telling me if i really wanted this, i must first help myself & put in efforts & get it done as soon as possible. after he hung up my phone, Sir Rashidi showed me the chart & i got to know he's one of the Directors of Berjaya Roasters. *gulps

i'm still working on it. yeah, it has been days already but still i haven't come up with anything yet. but i really wanted this scholarship. i have to think it thoroughly & make it as impressive as i could. so teruk la. LOL

sometimes i do really feel that i'm born lucky. so lucky that i am always being surrounded by so many good people helping me to build my path.

Friday, March 26, 2010

i have a question to ponder.

are you able to accept the fact that the person whom you love, does not respect your family?

it's pretty hard for me to accept this statement.

some says, if you truly love a person; you accept their imperfections perfectly.

but why is it so that, that person does not even wanna try to accept your imperfections?

no matter how much i really wanted this guy in my life, but it's very much clear that i cannot accept the man whom i love does not respect my family, the way they are.

it's just the matter of timing now to see how far we can go in the journey of love.

when it's time to let go, it really is no matter how much you wanted it to last.

sometimes i feel like i don't know you at all.

i tried to please you in any possible ways, but there's always reason for you to break my heart.

before too much is enough, seriously.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

thursday, 25th march, 2141 hours.

guessed i have had my longest hours of sleep. feeling so exhausted.

anyway, we went to KL for two days to check out more about the schools. so anyway, of course i did enjoy myself. the accommodation is not so much up to my expectation, but when you have no money, who are you to demand so much huh? so instead of paying extra rm90 for the single bed & attached bathroom, i actually asked for the cheaper rates where you get the double decker bed & having to share the bathroom with the other roommates. i don't know how am i going to survive yet, but i believe. possibly believe that i'll be able to go through life in kl. hope so. oh & not forgetting having to get the train & walk for five to ten minutes to school everyday.

having been to KL for two days only but i have already hated that place. the people in KL is always on the go & i was almost so near to being knocked down by this damn Ferrari. being the person i've always used to be, i don't know if i am able to cope up with this kind of pressure being stranded all alone, but after all it's part of the journey i have to go through in the process of growing up aite? gotta try anyway cos i've come to this far in getting where i wanna be.

oh before that, i'm seriously impressed with the Berjaya School & can't wait to enroll immediately! the people is seriously so friendly & funny. mr allan & miss ming ming are jokers! couldn't stop laughing seeing them. so i got the offer letter already & guess what? on the first day of Orientation have to dress in formal! god sake!

had fun walking around the KL city, shopping & sorts like that. finally watched Valentine's Day!
it was indeed another unforgettable trip spent with him. yes, indeed very much unforgettable. we walked for half an hour from Jalan Imbi to KLCC & ended up taking cab back to where we started. in between, there's lotsa arguments of course, but i'm glad that it did not ruin our trip. wheee

i'm happy that i got myself a really really cool jacket! damn it was so pretty! & Patrick got himself a really cool cover for his phone too! so much satisfaction. don't wana keep this post for too long. i love my days.

& im currently still struggling on what to write. how to make my words sound more convincing. i really really wanted this scholarship. it's really about timing, honestly. & i know i must get this scholarship by what means ;D

Saturday, March 13, 2010

hello to myself.

life's been nothing but tiring, it's all i can say.

i see lights.

& i see new hopes.

it's true that when you want something sincerely, you'll get it eventually.

it's a great blessing that is happening to me.

for the first time, Berjaya Rooster is giving away scholarships to four lucky students.

& me being the lucky one got the chance to speak to the Directors & according to him, privileges would be given to Kenny Rogers' staffs. WOW.

maybe shoudn't WOW too soon yet, cos you know how terrible i am when comes to speaking.

but anyhow, i see opportunities.

He's guiding & helping me in so many ways that i am indeed very thankful.

Oh yes, & guess what? Boss traveled yesterday. So being one of the best staffs according to the Restaurant Manager, we're chosen because there's something they see in us that is PERFECT. WOW! how flattering is that sentence!

but the saddest of all, the Manager insisted me to stay as the Hostess until the boss left cos according to her. First impression is damn right important. i have to maintain my sweetness. so wtf right? & so i stood still as a statue for at least three damn hours! *&$#! but of cos suddenly you had to be another person, being so damn polite; wasn't easy. & so i screwed it at first by shouting "Order's in" instead of "Guest's in". so malufying.

right now, i cant wait for our KL's trip with my baby! sooooooooooo excited!

Friday, March 5, 2010

confused.

i was so sure that this is what i have always wanted.

but when i'm almost near to achieve it, i'm confused with myself.

is this what i really wanted?

i have always wanted to be in the hotel industry.

but as the days passed, i started to get sick & bored of working.

maybe restaurant & hotel is two diferent environment, but isn't it in the same line. same industry?

plus, everyone is saying hotel management. what a waste.

you need alot of hardwork, but all you get is the glamorous life with very lil' pay.

you have to sacrifice public holidays to come to work. sacrifice your sleep & standby be ready to be called to work at wee hours.

i don't know la seriously.

i asked myself, what do i like besides hotel management.

but sadly, there's none.

should i just go along with what i have planned for years or is it time to change my plan?

i feel uncertainty. i feel confused.

somebody please tell me what to do!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart

Easy is to judge the mistakes of someone
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking

Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules
Difficult is to follow them.....

Easy is to dream every night
Difficult is to fight for a dream.....

Easy is to show victory
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...


Easy is to admire a full moon
Difficult to see the other side.....

Easy is to stumble with a stone
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult is to give its real value..

Easy is to promise something to someone
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love
Difficult is to take care of it so you wont lose it.

Easy is to think about improving
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action....

Easy is to think bad of someone
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy is to keep friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings

keep this in mind ...