confused.

i was so sure that this is what i have always wanted.

but when i'm almost near to achieve it, i'm confused with myself.

is this what i really wanted?

i have always wanted to be in the hotel industry.

but as the days passed, i started to get sick & bored of working.

maybe restaurant & hotel is two diferent environment, but isn't it in the same line. same industry?

plus, everyone is saying hotel management. what a waste.

you need alot of hardwork, but all you get is the glamorous life with very lil' pay.

you have to sacrifice public holidays to come to work. sacrifice your sleep & standby be ready to be called to work at wee hours.

i don't know la seriously.

i asked myself, what do i like besides hotel management.

but sadly, there's none.

should i just go along with what i have planned for years or is it time to change my plan?

i feel uncertainty. i feel confused.

somebody please tell me what to do!