Remember your mom telling you that if you had nothing nice to say, you should just be quiet?

Yes, Sir. I know. I'm not saying anything, I'm just typing what I am thinking.

So what are you doing now?

i have no idea.. My mind is wandering.. nowhere. I cannot think straight. i don't know what to do.

Can't you just shut up and go study? It's never too late yet, you still have time to buck up!

i repeat i did not even utter a word! i'm just typing.. and i tried but it's just so hard you know.. it's always easier said than done!

Yea right, you are finding for excuses and giving reasons instead of solid answers. Now will you please, get rid of this little monster in your head? Don't you have common sense? Ain't you should be able to differentiate what's more important to you right now?

i have common sense, i just ignore it!

Stop irritating me!

OK, i apologize. Silence is really golden.

Now, go study...!!

I finally ready to say these 3 words i've been longing to tell you.. BABI LA YOU!

ok, i better stop before i started to get on everybody's nerves.
this will be the last post i ever post.. for today! i have so much to write, i don't know why. but i know nothing when comes to studies.. i'm so in DEEP SHIT!

Ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you MAD! ☺

Rules and Regulations:
1. Each player writes a little blog of 15 weird or little known facts about yourself.
2. People who gets tagged needs to state the rule clearly before hand.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to tag and write their names down.
4. No Tags back!!!!

I think i will only reveal 12 weird aka little known facts about myself 'ere.. x)

1. i'm a complicated person. i come from a complicated family background. my mum is complicated, both my sister and brother are complicated, even my Dodo is rather a complicated dog than a simple one! ☺

2. i enjoy being in a big crowd. i love being around people. i love to talk and i love to laugh. this is the only way to fill up the emptiness in me through communication with others, restraining myself from putting in all the negative thoughts into my brain. ☺

3. do you believe that people who tends to talk and laugh out loud are the kind of people who's feeling so insecure deep within? i belong to this group. but i am happy with what i already have, it just that destiny is playing a toll on me. the only disappointment i have so far in life is i longed for a father figure but.. it's sad to know that when someone you know becomes someone you knew. ☺

4. i take pride in everything i do. i am pretty proud of myself, though there's nothing to be proud of. that's self esteem, i call it. LOL. and i am not ashamed of what i have had. i accept my imperfections and yea.. i love everything that comes into my life. ☺

5. i'm obsess with parfumes! it's weird to say this, but i get so excited when i smell perfumes! i love the fragrance, somehow i think it helps to boost up my confidence. LOL. in contrast, i'm allergic to smelly things, and smelly people for etc. ☺

6. i love chocolates and i love ice creams, but i never liked sweet stuff. well, it's true. ☺

7. i say what i mean, and mean what i say. too often, i say it mean. don't make me repeat my words when i really mean it, else i'll get all screwed up; just believe what i have to say. i know i'm evil, but i'm sorry.. ☺

8. i have split personality. everybody does. it is like the behavior of the Jekyll and Hyde type that everybody has it. i can be so extrovert, and suddenly being so introvert. in short, i think the way i reacted is based on the type of group i am into, and how comfortable i am when with them. ☺

9. it is always easier for me to console and inspire others to do things they are afraid to do, but it is the hardest to motivate myself to do things i never thought i'd do. i need others to motivate me. ☺

10. i have the urge to make it big someday. i want to score BIG in my life, it will be soon before too long i have to wait for this day to arrive.. cehh. but there's no harm believing in it. ☺

11. it's a lie if i say i don't like compliments. but i love healthy criticisms more to build up my self-esteem. i would prefer people to tell me things that i don't want to hear, coz that's where the truth lies rather all kinds of bullshit that make you feel good. ☺

12. ok, i'll keep this number blank first. i don't remember what i want to say already. *smacking forehead against wall*

Now, for the fun part:

I tag:
the same 10 old grandfathers and grandmothers i tagged in my previous post tic-TAG-toe.. and 2 new old grandmothers up to my list are:

11. jiang may
12. fiona aka yi kuan

i'm not weird. i'm simply just me.

birdie, birdie, in the sky, why'd you do that in my eye?
looks like sugar,
tastes like sap.
OMG! IT'S BIRDIE CRAP!

oNe By OnE tHe PeNgUiNs ArE sTeALinG mY sAnItY!

roses are red,
violets are blue,
a face like yours belongs in the zoo,
dont worry cos i'll be there too,
not in a cage but laughing at you saying Woo Ah Ah

guess what?
..................................................
*%@!#*^@$(@$^&)*@^$)*
makes you wonder don't it?

i'm outta my mind right now,
but you may leave a message.

good day, everyone! =D

okay sukwai, STOP whatever you are doing right now coz you know it's not right.

set your priority and leave the rest alone.

this week is all about books and you alone.

i really want to score better this time.

i said all the right things, but i am not doing anything.

i am not making an extra effort to really concentrate on what i am doing.

i tried practicing the maths questions, but i don't know how to do..
so i chose to read instead, but i ended up snoring..
if practice makes perfect, and no one is perfect, why practice?
so i chose to come online, and damn i am wasting my time.

ok, just stop it. go to bed now.

starts fresh tomorrow.

speed gets you nowhere if you're headed the wrong way.

take it one step at a time.

yehaaaaa xD

what an experience! =D

a-ha. i had so much fun yesterday although it was a hectic one.

current time and date: 1.23pm, 28th September 2008.

now revert back to yesterday, 27th September 2008.

12.30pm-1.40pm, 27th September 2008
with trembling hands i wear the mother nature's earth skirt, fasten the clasp and allow my shirt to fall down covering my hips! and wear the grandmother's black shoes. muahahah. as i turn i catch a glimpse of myself in the full length mirror. i wanted to cry i tell you! i look like a grotesque monster. my legs are two black, bulbous tree trunks. my feet resemble a granny's!

New Primary Block Official Opening Ceremony
reached school by 2pm and started helping out to fold the pamphlets and yada yada.

jia xin and i were pretty lost coz we don't really know what to do.
the solution to it; we kept bugging mr. rajan of what we have to do. LOL.
but overall, it was fun la.
the malus of the day; as i was walking, suddenly one of my shoes came out. HAHA..
and after given the fruits' basket to mr. adrian, only then we realized we hold the wrong side!


mr rajan was so bad that he named both of us the fruits' basket carrier. LOL. so we decided to call patrick the fruits' basket keeper as well, since he helped us to carry the basket to the la salle centre. LOL




the highlight of the day was definitely the makan time! muahaha.. there were all sorts of home-baked food, cookies and all that. it was tasty, i don't know why many said it wasn't that yummy after all. wakaka

it was already 6pm by right the function ended plus the cleaning up, collecting rubbish and all that. and i had to be there at the Red Crescent Hall by 6.30pm. everyone was rushing like a mad cow, so funny. haha

p/s: and for the first time in my entire life, i felt so embarassed of myself, coz i stoink so badly! muahahahahahhaha

OMA Dinner
as expected, reached there late by 16minutes. what's so cool was that even the Head and the Honorary Secretary were late as well.

then again, prefects on duty helped in folding and giving out the booklets, no i mean we have to place it on each and every of the tables in the hall. everyone was like topsy-turvily arranging the booklets yet having fun and laughing at the same time.

i realized that when you actually enjoying what you are doing, no matter how difficult it seems to be.. you'll ended up having fun doing it and totally stress-free though it may seems to be a BIG thing where you should be feeling so screwed up. LOL

nothing much about the OMA dinner.

all we did was ushering the guests in the hall and our job was done.

oh another thing, there's this photographer. he wanted to have a picture taken together with bro vincent and so he asked me to snap their picture. what was so funny, this man was actually so much taller than me, n it seems he had to look down on me saying "hey shorty, do me a favour.." with his saliva all over my face. babi betoi. and i had to look up to him as if saying "yes sir, your wish is my command." sigh. uwaaaaaaaaaaa. wakakaka

in short, the old michaelians were all very supportive and funny people.

all thru our college a voice is resoundin'
promptly respond to your duty's sweet call

(ok, i don't know what's wrong with it.. only the 1st 12seconds being uploaded. sigh)


and there's also this lucky draw. the man in the picture look like some magician performing some trick. LOL

and the lady cheated by choosing her own number. LOL.

ms corrinne asked to find for her no. 0250, but she didn't realize the no. was still with her. she was actually not qualified in the lucky-draw. LOL






ain't bro matthew is so cute?

when i asked him to act cute, this was what he did. LOL








owh, such a lovely couple, even Ben also no eyes to see. LOL






and this man, the main purpose of him taking picture with us was to actually promote University Sains Malaya since he's the lecturer in that Uni. LOL





group's picture before we left for ice cream!!!!!

p/s: told you, the old michaelians they are very cool people. they spontaneously wanted to be in the picture, wanted to join us! yeppie


so off we went to Sidewalk at around 11pm..

somehow i miss my boss la, i miss eating the ice creams there.. ahakz

this is the cinderella kitty who has to leave by 12am, otherwise he'll transform back into a Hello Kitty.

i don't remember who made fun of him saying,
"kitty, you better leave now. 7 more minutes to go before it strikes 12am.. you have to speed.. otherwise tomorrow's headlines stated 'a hello kitty was found in the car, with no driver in the car" something like that.. LOL




look at her face when eating ice cream. her face all brightened up, but still i do think she has a witchy look in her. hahaha









and the ape's reaction when eating ice cream.
in chinese they call it "see teeth, no see eyes?" xD

he was like beating his chest saying 'yummmy.. so yummylicious!'
HAHA




and two robots talking about cars non-stop that drove everyone into wonderland *yawns* ahakz.

at the end of the day, my toes are paining! i cannot imagine myself wearing that black shoes every monday and friday.. and and the monster's skirt. LOL

i will have this post done real quick..

yesterday i was having a conversation with this ape, and it was rather funny.
i'll let the pictures do the talking..




ape is ape, he can't differentiate if the hamster is a he or a she. LOL

later at night, was having this so-called meeting online with the fellows prefects. my batch the prefects is so advanced that almost everything is done online, haha.. it ended up being so chaotic. on impulse, everyone chit chatted forgotten the main purpose of having a joined-convo was rather to discuss about the upcoming event of the farewell. but it was fun though.

and again, i don't remember what was so funny about it, but it was indeed very fun. LOL.

i'm bankrupt of words already, just want to share it out though i don't have an idea what am i typing now.. amen xD

oh, and mum officially went to work aka babysits the newborn baby yesterday. once again, will be left motherless for 27 days from now, and still counting down. maggi mee, you'll be my best butt from now on. sigh

even my dodo, he was having depression... hahaha



mum: im leavin' la dear

dodo: oohh..when? *woof*




mum: later.. in half an hour time

dodo: really?? why so sudden? *woof*






mum: have to.. the lady delivered a baby girl this morn'

dodo: sigh.. come let me lick you first





mum has left...



dodo being emo-ed

LOL LOL




and later i hope everything goes well.. i hate wearing this green skirt. i hate wearing this grandma's shoes. LOL

i somewhat miss schooling in Main Convent, where all my really close friends gathered and talked as if tomorrow will be our last. gone were the days where we had so much fun laughing out loud.

although today did not start off that well in the beginning, but as the sun rises.. it gets better and more fun! haha

Malu No. 1
7.14am-7.40am
me: urm, ur surname is Ng; ain't you are supposed to line up in front of him, the Lee?
Ng: oh yes, i'm in my line. Ng what.. do you know your ABCs? *sing out loud* h, i, j, k, L, m, N..
me: oohhhh *big grins* sorry..
Ng and fellow students: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAA

Malu No. 2
8.00am-8.30am
me : aiyo, i want to go toilet!
mariamah: *walked to the front*
me : *raised up my ass ready to go* mariamah, i come..with...
mariamah: *cleaning whiteboard*
sara : *evil's laugh* MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA

Malu No. 3
* couldn't remember what was it already*

After Recess
*going back to class happily*
*coming down apprehensively*
karu: why are you people making so much noise?
everyone: *silence* *pretending to be serious*
karu: *talking to keng leong*
everyone: *laughing*
sara: try not to smile too much, later he caught us smiling lagi teruk
me: he's just envious that our class is so happy
sara: i think he one day didn't scold people cannot sleep la. really something wrong
*walking back to the class in a serious manner*
karu: whoever without nametag, come out
*back to class*
jiet nee: congrates! you are survived
me: aiyo, less than half of the class survived
*few minutes later*
vina: two escaped! yay!
* after lectured for at least 10minutes*
*making noises*
conclusion: stay back two hours to do school service.

Situation No. 1
11.00am-11.30am
mariamah: how to say How Are You in cantonese?
sara : lei hou ma?
mariamah: ohh. lei hou ma
me : no no.. is lei hou ma ma
mariamah: *telling friends at the back* lei hou ma ma?
everyone : lei hou mama? HAHAHA
me : another one is lei hou bah or better known as lei hou baba?
mariamah: lei hou baba
everyone : HAHAHAHA
sara : no. ignore the repetition of ma and ba, it is like you sayin tau ge leh leh, twice
mariamah: ohhh, suk wai... YOU!!

Situation No. 2
11.30am-12.25pm
(i hope i did not mess up the names)
me : sin yee tai fan shu (big potato)
sara : chee ying wu tao (yam)
sin yee : suk wai san fan shu (grow potato)
me : ji kuan ho lan shu (potato)
sara : wai yeen muk shu (ubi kayu)
sin yee : sara lei lou shu (your mouse)
kiah chun: *peeping* what are you people playing?
sara : ning shuang sui gao (dumpling)
mariamah: *reading out loud to everyone*
sin yee tai fan shu
chee ying wu tao
suk wai san fan shu
ji kuan ho lan shu
wai yeen muk shu
sara lei lou shu
ning shuang sui gao
me: meow hoong shu thiu (french fries)
sara: wai theng yao char kwai
me: kiah chun char gung jiu (pisang goreng)
sin yee : keng leong ham chim peng

really had so much fun today. i love my class. everyone is superb! =)

i love this banana with hot milk in Mixed Cuisine!

it's a paradise.. dessert?!

xD

banana
banana
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
akka dakka du banana


hahaha

do you know what's the joke of the day?

my godsister's sister came my house to watch the moonlight resonance! now stil in my house chatting.. haha =)

and what's so great about her is that she bought us KFC and duck.
mum cooked this seaweed mushroom soup. mum is getting more and more weird by mixing all kind of funny things into it. *gulps*

i tell you, i hate duck! i considered myself as superb lucky coz first attempt already tasted the duck's butt.. aiyo. HAHA

later, i was doing my maths until i almost fell asleep!

haish *worried*

but it's okay..

now i'm eagerly anticipating for the 2-back-to-back-episodes of Moonlight Resonance wea! i sounded like some nuts being so obsessed with this drama, but IT IS very nice.

in fact, my godsis she'll be coming by cab to join us later! as crazy as it seems to be, but this is really happening. my godsis she has always been the very conservative type, but now.. all the way from her house coming to my house eventhough she's so sick just to watch the Moonlight Resonance! i think must be the X-factor that is driving everyone crazy, or maybe am i the one exaggerating too much? LOL

i am still not done with the Law of Attraction. hee. it's fun to be inspired or in another words, being LAME but i enjoyed being lame anyway. haha (and i've added another new video in my previous post as to summarize what i was talking about on the Law of Attraction xD)

Law of Attraction

I went to MPH earlier and spend almost an hour reading this book. The contents of the book are mainly about on how to attract all the things you desire, how to make your dream, not just a dream but into a reality and etc. It's pretty interesting though i have no time to finish reading the entire book.

It is something like what are you attracting into your life? Our thoughts can attract to us the situations and things that we focus and concentrate on the most. Thoughts become things then?

Eyup!

Think of a time when you thought of something that you wanted really badly. You wanted it so bad that you were able to manifest it. Did you also have times when you didn't want something really badly, but got that as well?

These things were attracted to you by the way of your dominant thoughts. Dominant thoughts are the thoughts that we focus and concentrate on the most and they are emotionalized. Emotion can be characterized as the catalyst of creative thought. The more emotion, positive or negative, attached to what you are thinking about, the faster it becomes reality.

I know this sound a little fluffy, but isn't this the same idea as praying?

We are then the creators of our lives. As much as we think we are not in control, it is directly the opposite. We are always in control. We always make the decisions. If we are influenced, we allowed it. We make the choices about what we think and do, so we can change them, if we desire to.

Remember that you will attract into your life exactly what you dwell on the most. Decide to think, focus and concentrate on what you want. Do not focus and concentrate on what you don't want.

Also remember, it's never too late to change. Just because things have not gone the way you want them to up until this point, it's ok. I believe that the past does not equal the future. We are still creating each day. Let's begin to create what we want. Most of all, if we want to attract more good things into our lives, lets feel grateful for what we already have. Gratitude is one of the keys to a complete life. We have so much to be grateful for already. The great thing is, when we are grateful for what we already have, we will get more to be grateful for.

and if we have positive thoughts, we'll get positive results in our lives. And conversely, if we think negative thoughts, we'll get negative results.

So is this really true? We are the ones who control the thoughts we think, so we can control the direction of our lives. In fact, our thoughts are probably the only one thing in life that we truly can have control of. So, positive thinking is a choice we can make. Oprah Winfrey, is one of the most successful people in the world. I remember watching her on The Oprah Winfrey Show where she promoted 'The Awakening', it's a book and also there's this dvd called 'The Secret'. I don't know if this is the one that i found on YouTube, but i think it is rather inspiring.. =)

The Secret

*click on it and watch it on YouTube.
Connection seems to be very bad tonight. haish

Hallelujah

i have to thank Eunice for remembering to ask me go to church, otherwise i would have missed out so much of fun!

isn't it funny? few days back i was all depressed feeling so down and miserable, and these few days i am feeling superb! wakakak

i really had a great time hanging out with them.

i am now aware that:
1) Fiona aka Yi Kuan is really sarcastic, but in a funny way obviously! she's so sarcastic yet so funny.

2) Eunice aka Yi Wah has finally passed her driving test! she's now a safe driver and i thank god i don't have to buy a life insurance but yet, still reached home safe. xD

3) Yee Yang walks like a robot! hahaha

*if you noticed, the 3 persons i have just mentioned are siblings! hahaha. like brother like sisters, like sisters like brother. wakakakkaka


and 4th person to add up to my list is Chee Foo!! his sense of humour is really superb!
many jokes he said but i couldn't remember much of them.
one of his jokes that really made us laughed till our stomachs hurt was when he said:
"tomolo i'll be on top of malaysians (he was tryna say Malaysia) the whole day."
* Chee Foo will be leaving to China tomorrow morning.

do you get his joke or do i have to elaborate more on it? haha

this bunch of people really brightened up my day!

oh, and i found this video during one of our previous outings to JJ. =)

tic-TAG-toe xD

1. The last person that tagged you is?
urm.. i don't remember who was the last, but i would say Yee Kheng, Kah Nyan and Aaron Oo. LOL

2. Your relationship with him/her?
amigos =)

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her
for me, all are of the same. i think they're superb cranky, fun, crazy, a joker and as well as an emo freak! wakakaka

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for u?
at the moment, i can't think of any. coz somehow they're all my new friends =)

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
all the very stupid things they said.
yee kheng would be saying 'lu mau makan kasut ka?' haha
kah nyan with her ganas face
and aaron wit his mak cik's voice. LOL LOL. jk jk

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
nah, it'll never be. but i love them as a friend. wakakaka

7. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
i hope this day will never ever happened? haha.. oh btw, what's with the 'she'? are you tryna say yee kheng and aaron are GIRLS now? muahahaha

8. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on..
no need to improve on anything. just remain true to yourself.

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
the 'she' refers to kah nyan.. i'll never ever let this happen! but if have to give a reason, i would say mainly because i chopped off all the sugarCane and drink its juice! wakaka

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is..
urm, be a friend? LOL

11. Overall impression towards him/her is..

i mean i used to have some kinda funny feelings towards 'em, but as i get to know 'em i think they're just superb.. all my friends are superb! wakakakaka

12. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

i have no idea. hate me or love me, it's entirely up to you. haha

13. The character for yourself is?
i'm a monkie who loves banana! LOL

14. On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is ?
i think it would be, being too sensitive. ahakz

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?

in all the world there is no one else exactly like me, so i still wanna be ME! muahahaha

16. For the person/people who cares and like you, say something about him/her/them
thanks for accepting me for who i really am. xD

17. 10 ppl to tag..
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1. Indeh_pot!

2. Min darling

3. Ain @%^@

4. Jocelyn char siew pao

5. Eunice aka Yi Wah!!!!

6. Caryn teng teng. heee

7. Joseph the ape! hahah

8. Su Yenn darling!

9. Sara Lee the witch!!!!!

10. Jia Ee the penguin! xD

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18. Who is number 2 having relationship with?
oh.. lol.. cough. i'm innocent. i know nothing =)

19. Is 3 a male or female?
Female. i 050690 love her! LOL

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
eyup, definately it is! GAY's partner. muahahaha

How about 5 and 8?
perfect match! another LESBIAN's partner. hehe. jkjk

22. What is number 1 studying about?
medicine. future Doctor Inderpreet Kaur. *cough

23. When is the last time u chat with them?
all still in contact, and i love all of 'em!! hahaha

24. Is number 4 still single?
single and not so available. wakakakakak. soon she's gonna turn into a LESBIAN as well. wakakkaka

25. Say something about number 2.
hui min. she's my darling friend and i am glad i found such a great loving friend in a person just like her! wakakaka. and i miss her. so very the badly. LOL

Woo Ahh Ahh

current mood : HAPPY
percentage of happiness: 80%
reason to be happy : there's no specific answer to it.
i just want to be happy!
and i am happy now!
hahehihohu

it works! it really works!

the night before i went to heaven, i kept reminding myself to ease off whatever negative feelings i was having.

this morning as i woke up, the first thing i did was " yeahhh.. it's gonna be a great day. keep smiling!"

what the heck you might say. but it really works!

the whole day, i wasn't feeling dull at all. i was happy. and i am happy now. haha

everyone looked at me with a smiley face.

Sara brought me this drink, which yea.. small matter but i am so happy! it tastes superb =)
later out of boredom, she came out with this brilliant idea of drawing her own real feature..


later, i was wrestling with Sara and Sin Yee.

we had hell lots of fun laughing out loud.

it was fun!

Sue Jane joined in and we were talking all sorts of nonsense.

it was fun!

then, it's funny to hear Pui Yee came telling me "for the first time i was running in school like a mad fella. first was because i had to run to come with you to toilet, later i was running again to chase you"

haha.

then Sara told me about what this particular person said about me and it just lightened up my day! i mean, now i don't even have to bother whatever nonsense they used to tell me. somehow i know where i stand now.

urm, then what else ah..

i couldn't remember, but i am happy and i am contented with all i have.

i have learned that whatever shits throw to you, just remain calm and stay strong. never ever give up. =)

As Popeye says, "I yam what I yam." As it applies to you - You are what you are. Nothing you can do about it =p

when you talked too much, people say you are not serious.

when you get serious, people say you are a dead fish.

i don't know why i even bothered what others have to say, but i AM bothered by what they have to say.

how ironic?

i keep telling myself things will eventually get better, and constantly remind myself to trust my own judgments and opinions, to keep my life focused on believing in myself and all that i am capable of, but as i finally figure out how to climb through the wall.. it seems the wall gets taller or perhaps i shrunk?

monkie says Woo Ah Ah but this monkie here shrugged and sighed Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

but it'll not be too long for you to see this monkie swings from one tree to another once again, hopefully.

i hate to be this emo. i hate the feeling i am having now, but i love myself. i am me and i am okay. i don't understand what i am talking. LOL

what a day, again! sigh

i thought, i need to give some time off for myself to cool down.. and things will be fine after awhile but it seems i still couldn't get rid of this miserable feeling i am having now.

i know i'll be okay the next day, but it is the now that really killing me.

once i'm emo, i can be so emo the whole day. damn

i don't really know what's wrong with me.

it feels as if the world is collapsing and that's the end of me.

i couldn't think straight now.

i can be crappy most of the times, but that doesn't mean i am all crappy and can't take up responsibility.

people don't take me seriously because i have always been the playing around type, but that doesn't mean i am not serious in things i do.

screw me la, i don't even know why i'm saying this but i believe it's our human nature to be liked. no one likes it when they know someone hates them or jeered at them.

there's one thing i really want to do now.

and i have to prove it to myself first.

i want to prove to myself that i am way more than what i am today.

i want to shut all the mouths who said i can't.

i am not being mad or pessimistic, i am just trying to bring out the best in every difficult situation i am blessed with.

and i want to thank my friends for making me the person i am today. i thank them for everything =)

i am not gonna say what i will or must do anymore. all these are rubbish, where it brings no benefits to humankind coz i realize people who say this often say all the right things and sounded as if they're committed to being the best they can be, but when comes right down to it; rubbish! they're finding for reasons instead of answers.

waa, i've lots of things to buckle up now..

i hope as the day ends and I lay my head down on my pillow, i am able to sleep soundly! LOL.

tomorrow will be a better day, hopefully.

sukwai, have faith! =p

Dear Lord,
please help me find the strength, confidence and courage to persevere; to face each day and to do what I must do.

i feel so much better now.. phew.

tee hee

When we are no longer able to change a situation,
we are challenged to change ourselves.

~ Viktor Frankl - from Man's Search For Meaning ~

What does not destroy me,
makes me stronger.

~ Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche (1844-1900) ~

and check this out:
http://www.sapphyr.net/largegems/theawakening.htm

moonlight resonance!!

this is the scene i was talking about yesterday!



so very the cekap =)

what a day!

mum was like shouting "shot la you, now what time still sleeping ah?"

and my face went pale and white straightaway. (imagine, i am so dark, but still it changed to white!)

i was like..

i stood there on my bed for a few minutes thinking should or shouldn't i come? LOL. such a lame thing to do..

poo! poo!!

it was then when mum said "it's better to be late than to never reach at all right?"

*bilibala bilibala*

within 15 minutes, i was ready! usually it takes me almost an hour to get ready.. but today.. haha.. never underestimate your own ability to do the unexpected =)

as expected, i was late. superb late.

in some way, i regretted coming to school.

if it wasn't because of the poo-poo letter..

if it wasn't because i made a promise to my poo-poo friend..

if it wasnt because i couldn't afford to miss the poo-poo maths lesson..

i would have skipped school.

and i wouldn't be listed in the don't know what record they have it..

haiyaiyai.

anyway, here's part of the convo we had during recess earlier.
(the contents of this convo have been slightly altered) :


"eh really deduct points ah?"







" yea.. it's entirely up to both the Deputy to decide"






" eh don't la.."
*breathing hard*






" woo ah ah.."
*eating banana*




"eh penguin.. why so sad?"






*sigh*
*i'mma monkey in disguise*





"won't deduct points one.
prefectorial board is not meant for animals.."






"what about kayu?"
*evil's laugh*







"i'm a nobita"
*an an an*





"woo ahh ahh"





" no need to give demerits.. sacked straightaway"







" yes! to simplify our work, sacked straightaway!!"
*muahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah*







*swoons*





the rest is history, coz i forgotten what we have said already. haha

reached home, i told my mum and funny to hear her said " i told you not to come to school, you insisted to come.. "

*hanging myself with wantan mee*

p/s: i love today's episode of moonlight resonance wea!! episode 34 already, it means 6 more episodes to go. sigh. anyway, the Jo Ba so macho when he said " get all the limau bali and our asses ready to go to jail" (hmm.. direct translation is not funny.. i think you should just watch it yourself!) lalalalala

i was studying.. oh no no.. i was actually finishing my homeworks.

i tell you, the best student award should go to..

*ehem*

*cough*


i sincerely do hope that i pass my Maths this time

i've been spending hours, cracking my brain answering all the questions when my mind decided to give itself a break by..

roaming in the room.. staring at the four walls blankly.. thinking of nothing..

i spotted all the not-so-long-ago-but-not-so-new posters and articles i pasted on the wall.

i was partially stunned and half giggling when i noticed this article..

there's this Happy Feet and Monkey's picture pasted right in front of me all this while, but i didn't notice it was even there!

sometimes, i think we do really need to take some time out to really observe and look at all the things around us.. only then we'll see what we have missed. every day, look around and open your eyes to the things around you that you can be grateful for.

i was looking at all the oh so-childish-like posters..


all these remind me of my past, of what i had gone through over the years.

anyway, the 7th picture (last one on the right) is still incomplete yet. two years back i told myself "ok, better get this done." i'm pretty good in procrastinating huh?

so off i go, i bring my dodo out for a walk..

even when he shits, he shits with style! wakakaka

when i saw this dead pigeon..

amen


god forbid!!

i find this very addictive.

but still, camwhoring isn't my thing.

i still find people who camwhored are pathetic! HAHAHAH

amitabha.

check this out: =)
http://en.genzu.net/yurai/