Friendship for granted

Funny how the one that care, you take for granted.
Funny how the one that you care, take you for granted.

Funny to admit someone love you unconditionally, and yet you do not know how to appreciate it at all.
Funny to admit someone you love unconditionally, and yet he does not know how to appreciate it at all.

Life is a circle. what you do to others, you'll get it back in the end. Trust me.

Funny how i used to have a friend, let's name her achOo who might be the only person that truly cares for me and yet i find her annoying. i used to. i did not appreciate her existence coz i thought she was some kind of freak who has got no life besides bugging ma life 24/7. How narrow minded was i? Back then, i did not know it was love. What it was like to care for someone and not expecting any in return. Now i know. i really know.

Many times in life, we gotta experience and been thru the situation ourself to truly understand how it feels like when someone said I'm hurt. I'm heartbroken and I'm in despair.

Funny to admit i cared for a friend more than i could ever imagine. She's the only girl i treated more than a sister. Someone i don't mind sacrifice all ma time and energy just to be there for her. I'm not obsessed with her, although i thought i was.

NO! I AM NOT!

i told maself, if i keep believing in it, eventually she would treat me like how i treated her. i acted completely foolish in front of her; just like a small girl craving for the parents' attention. All i asked of her was to spend a lil' time of hers on me; and yet..

funny..

Maybe i cared too much..
and i expected too much..

I'm tired. really tired of giving and not receiving any in return. i just want someone to show his appreciation; that all the efforts i've done all this while does not go in vain. that i'm being appreciated. i want to be loved. i want to have the attentions of all the people i care for. i don't care if i acted like a small kid whining and making a fuss when the parents rejected all her insane' requests. maybe i am selfish. i ain't achOo. and i'll never be her. she's the most selfless friend i've ever met and i'm indeed one of the luckiest person to have her as my friend, till today.

God is fair. He knew i've lost too much in life, that i cant afford to lose anymore. i can't resist the existence of God, even though i tried not to believe in it. But He did prove to me and showed me- the real wonders of the world. =)

i read this sumwhere;

NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship.

Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments...

Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed.

Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves.

When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful.

It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are.

Whether we realize it or not, everyone we know is very special to us.

The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.

A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.

The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.