Gone crazy.. Be back soon..

there's been a nagging worry on my mind lately, i don't understand why it happens, but it's not going away anytime soon..

when i have enough worries to worry about, things got worse when you tried adding in salt to the old wounds..

if i'm gonna start writing, this will be a shitty long emo post.

i tried many ways to get myself distracted and not focusing on the shitty emo feeling i'm dealing with; doing house chores, cleaning up whatever dirts that annoyed me, went out for a walk, slept for hours and even listening to songs but all my efforts were in vain..

i need a day to cool down and the next day will be fine.. but as i woke up this morning i don't feel any better at all. why la? why?

i remember my friend once told me that when God leads you to a cliff, it's okay coz it'a sign that He's there watching over you and because He cares, this is only a test from God to see how far you can go in life..

but you know, when misfortunes keep coming towards you, you somehow don't know how to react or to deal with it anymore.. you need a break, and you need a kit kat! LOL

what hurts most is when a person who's so dear to you started saying things not fair, started hurting you with every word they uttered. it's like stabbing you right in the chest, deeper by every inch.

and i don't need your attitude, i have one of my own. you know what makes me lose respect to someone? when a donkie expects others to accept this donkie just the way it is, but never try to accept others the way they are.. and behaving in such a manner that, whatever i do or say is always right, but whatever you say or do is always wrong. i am not perfect, and i do not live to be. but before you start pointing fingers to others, be sure your hands are clean.

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See every difficulty as a challenge, a stepping stone,
and never be defeated by anything or anyone.

~ Eileen Caddy (from 'The Dawn of Change') ~

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Difficulties are opportunities to better things,
they are stepping stones to greater experience.
Perhaps some day you will be thankful
for some temporary failure in a particular direction.
When one door closes,
another always opens,
as a natural law it has to be, to balance.

~ Brian Adams (from 'How to Succeed') ~
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hmm, i get the comforts by reading inspiring articles and quotes whenever i'm feeling blue. lame rite? somehow it helps to liften up my soul coz that's what life should be.. yea, i'm one helluva pathetic person, i know i am. haha