i feel rather sad today.

my own friends said i am annoying ever since i become a prefect.

my friend stared at me and gave me a kind of look as if i am some asshole being involved in the 9/11 attack or have committed some serious offences which i should have been put into jail straight.

and even a donkey whom i barely know praised me with harsh words.

they are saying things that are not fair.

it hurts, but to think of it there's nothing to fear because i feel i'm no wrong.

try to be in my situation and see how you would have reacted.

try to live in the moment. in order to create a better life down the road, this is the time for me to reevaluate myself.

sigh.

gotta go already, have to get ready to school.