don't you ever wish you could be a seven years old kid again?

when you never had to worry about ANYTHING, anything at all.

not tests or grades or homework.

not the responsibilities you had on your shoulders.

not having to worry about what you do or say will affect other people.

not knowing what problem is all about.

when the only care you had in the world was if your mom said yes to that barbie doll you've been dying to have.

when the possibility that tomorrow your friends wouldn't be your friends anymore never even occurred to you.

when every word you said is so fine that you can talk as if you don't have to buy insurance for it, you don't even give a damn about people's feeling knowing they will forgive you.

if every word you said could get you into trouble, would you still talk?

the funny thing is, when you are seven years old all you want to do is grow up faster.

and when you're a teenager and you feel like you're all alone, all you want to do is be seven years old again.

but when you are eighteen years old, you are stuck in the middle.

it's either you choose to avoid the problem or to solve it.

i'm so sick of everything that i choose not to think of anything, anymore.

being happy is all i have and only thing i can do right now. *coughs stoooooopid xD

maybe i'm being an ostrich burying its head in the sand when faced with adversities, thinking that everything is alright when in reality it's not. my bloody ass still stuck there.

how i wish someone would come and kick my ass. haha.

and i'm not complaining why is it so, i just need to pour it all out.

what does not destroy me, makes me stronger.

Strong people make as many and as ghastly mistakes as weak people. The difference is that strong people admit them, laugh at them, learn form them. This is how they become strong.--Richard Needham

i feel good about it now...

i found this song lyrics at such a right timing..

God treats me well eh? hahehihohu

I don't know where I'm going,
Only know where I've been.
Still can't find true love,
But at least I have my friends.

They say that the journey,
Is more important than the end.
So I'm living the best I can,
with my honor to defend.

All through my life,
Something's been missing.
I still don't know what it is,
And I'm still searching.

The only choice is not to give up.
It's hard to do, but it must be done.
Only you can make it fun.
Life is the only thing worth living to do.
So make the best of it,
For it's up to you.

It's only a phase.
Life is only a phase.
It's only a phase,
We all go through.
It's only a phase.
Life is only a phase.
It's only a phase,
We all go through.

It's going to take a little time from me.
It's going to take a little effort from you.
It's going to take a little work from us,
But working together,
Is going to make it better.
So make it better!

All through my life,
Something's been missing.
I'm still looking and I need help,
Help from you.

Can you help me out?
I can't do it alone.
I just wanna know.
So come on, make it known to me!

It's going to take a little time from me.
It's going to take a little effort from you.
It's going to take a little work from us,
But working together,
Is going to make it better.
So make it better!

Life is only a phase.
Can you help me out, now?
Life is only a phase, that we all go through.

It's only a phase.
Life is only a phase.
It's only a phase,
We all go through...
So let's make it right.
It's only...(only a phase)
Life is only...(only a phase)
Make it right...(make it right)
Help me tonight...(tonight)
It's only a phase,
Don't give up,

Because, it's only a phase.
Life is only a phase.
It's only a phase,
We all go through...
So let's make it right.

Let's make it right...this life