(i suggested you people pause the Better in Time song on your left, and scroll all the way down, load the If Life Is So Short video before you start reading this, to give you some OHMM! haha)
there is no rhyme or reason why somethings work and somethings dont,
why you get somethings and why you dont, but life still goes one..
life comes with tons of things: experiences, horrible moments, lies, and joy.
one of my schoolmates, passed away this morning in a rather nasty way.
people say that before you die, your life flashes before your eyes..
i wonder what was Gobi's, that very last moment of his life.. was he ready to meet his ancestors? was he afraid of dying? or was he afraid of time? you know.. not having enough of time doing what he wanted to do, things he wanted to say but did not get the chance to say..
i somehow try to reflect it on myself, what if today is my last day on earth that i don't have the second chance to wake up in the morning the next day? today is the tomorrow i was worried about yesterday. was it still worth it to think about all this junk now?
I will not choose to die an unlived life.
Eminem
Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted- One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past.. stop planning the future.. stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel.. stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever happens.. happens".
live each day like its your last.
life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. it comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest. appreciate every moment of the good times because you never know when they might be taken away.
when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. i laugh to remember that life is for having fun. just trust youself then you will know how to live.
you wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? it's waking up on a monday morning with no complaints. it's knowing you always deserve to laugh. it's doing what feels right no matter what. it's doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. it's about being yourself, coz no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.
life's not about expecting, hoping and wishing, it's about doing, being and becoming. it sounds rebel to say this, but i think this is what we should be doing; do what you wanna do, say what you wanna say, be whatever crap you wanna be. because you only live once, and you live for yourself. no one has the right to tell you what you should be doing. you don't have to answer them, you just have to answer to yourself; is this what you really want in life? if the answer is yes, just go ahead even if it doesn't make sense at all. who cares? LOL
what is life? look around you for a second. life is what happens to you right now, while you are reading this. thats you. thats life.
it's about the choices you've just made, and the ones you're about to make, it's about the things you choose to say - today.
it's about what you're gonna do after you finish reading this.
and i do believe that everything is written in God's hands.
may his soul rest in peace. x)
this is a calm soothing old song! ahakz
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The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
Mark Twain
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
i must write this coz it's so unusual.
mrs. ratan gave our names to mr. karu, but surprisingly he did not screw us or anything. he talked to us so nicely and sooooo POLITE, and even smiled! i realize when he actually make an effort to pull up his smiley muscles, he's rather charming in a wicked way. LOL
i stil couldn't believe myself!
and early in the morning he caught me near the phone booth without a pass , but he did not say or do anything about it. he just walked off!
malaysia soon gonna have snow la wea!
how nice if everyday he's being so kind to us?
dear lord, please have mercy on us. please bless mr karu! hahahaha
case closed.
and the volleyball! it was superb! for i had the chance to walked under the rain, to get wet! muahahahahahhaa.
and... oh gosh i'm not gonna say something that's so gonna make you people having goosebumps. i think i better keep it to myself. hee =)
the night is still young, but i'm going to heaven already. goodnight everyone! ahakz
mrs. ratan gave our names to mr. karu, but surprisingly he did not screw us or anything. he talked to us so nicely and sooooo POLITE, and even smiled! i realize when he actually make an effort to pull up his smiley muscles, he's rather charming in a wicked way. LOL
i stil couldn't believe myself!
and early in the morning he caught me near the phone booth without a pass , but he did not say or do anything about it. he just walked off!
malaysia soon gonna have snow la wea!
how nice if everyday he's being so kind to us?
dear lord, please have mercy on us. please bless mr karu! hahahaha
case closed.
and the volleyball! it was superb! for i had the chance to walked under the rain, to get wet! muahahahahahhaa.
and... oh gosh i'm not gonna say something that's so gonna make you people having goosebumps. i think i better keep it to myself. hee =)
the night is still young, but i'm going to heaven already. goodnight everyone! ahakz
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Chronological Events.. 5 days back-to-back
haha.
a reminder to all; i have the feeling that this is so gonna be a really long winded post. you don't like what you see, go bang yourself against the wall and come back- close the window xD
(i'll put it in simple words with boring pictures)
okay, how to start with..
went to Kaliz's house on Friday and started helping her to wrap the hampers.
30 hampers you know!!!
it wasn't easy at all coz there's only both of us and one worker helping us to do the wrappings.
owh, i just love the hampers. red and purple!!!! my favourites x)
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somehow managed to slept for 3 hours before left for school again..
hello kitty kena rasuk
malaysia's next top models.. check it out
went to old town for lunch with sara the witch, patrick the monkie and danny the cow! hahaha.
no pictures taken for we're too indulged with varieties of food. ngek ngek
went to parade again met up with my friend! i've known her for years, and this was the first time i met her in person.. what so great was that we really talked as if we've known each other for ages.
just a shoutout to you Ain, thanks for the treats and the ice cream..but you suck in eating ice cream! HAHAH. but i love you stil the same =)
took a cab back to Kaliz house, and i love all the taxi men and even bus conductors in Malaysia wea! they're superb friendly creatures. we crapped from studies, to family, jumped to politics and even predicting the future. so funny! hahah. oh and it cost me RM11, but all i had was RM10.90, so i told him "uncle, discount 10cents la can?" *grins*
from then on, was busy helping at the back.. helped them to weigh and packed the kacang putihs to err,fried the dont'-know-what-LOL, and made the gheeball!!!!! i love gheeballs!!!!! couldn't resist eating.. keep curi makan. multi-tasked i would say xD
look at the huge amount of kacang putih *faints*
it looks like a pool of poo poos..
my palm was swollen due to long hours of work..
i already dozed off before we even started our dinner at 12am something..
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so i had my yesterday's dinner-cum-brunch the next day.. crazy i know
started cleaning up the whole house. i tell you, i hate this!
as a result, the skin started peeling off like a snake changing its skin. yucks. told you, my skin damn sensitive.. ='(
i barely helped my mum at home, even when i do.. i would start snorting, stamping my feet til the floor cracked, but eventually will get the work done unwillingly. *feeling so guilty suddenly. LOL
to be continued... bored of typing already.. haha. better get my shower and doing some hula-hoops. everyone said im putting on weight. sukwai you are so fat. that's sad. HAHAHAHA
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okay, continue from where i stopped yesterday.. x)
look at the amount of albums Kaliz's daddy been keeping.. HELL LOTS!
i never knew Malaysia been issuing ? all sorts of stamps in accordance to all sorts of events held over the years... it's like all the weird events; 100 years of blabla.. 1st time launching so and so, 10th years anniversary, and also err, the same type of stamps with different states names.. it's so different compared to Aussie and other countries.. they issued out only those really important events, but Malaysia itself.. hmm..all i can, Malaysia Boleh! *wiping my forehead..sweats*
100 years of x-ray. whaddaheck? still have tonnes of weird events. aha
i like this the best... xD
don't pray pray.. monkies are cute creatures okay
and somewhat V.I.Ps to some.. xD
look at all the albums, he has got almost everything. you name it, he has it..
but one thing i have, he doesnt.. xD
limited edition 50 notes =)
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it's Deepavali!!
superb!
couldn't stop eating, the biscuits and the food all just too tempting!
after makan, pergi tido la what else. too bored.. hahaha
*syok sendiri*
*syok at this lil' boy*
later at night, went for dinner at this faaaaaaaraway place...
i went once with my family, and never wanna come here again.. coz it's like damn far! LOL
when we came in the restaurant, everyone was staring at us as if we were the superstars.. or a bunch of monkies escaped from the zoo? xD
Kaliz...
one black one white =D
after dinner, went straight to Ipoh Padang.
guess what we did? we were playing Ice and Water, the kejar-kejar game! HAHAAHAHA. good form of exercise huh? enough playing, balik rumah..
continued playing firecrackers and all that..
they're just plain..err, INNOCENT!!! muahahahaha
*syok sendiri for the last time*
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last day already, nothing much.
Kaliz's family asked me to stay til Wednesday so could join them to Seremban, and i was like OMG.. i have to go to school... !
packed my bag and back to my home sweet home
home fogged home, so unfortunately..
ain't he'a POSER? so cute. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
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later at night went to JJ with my mum as usual to do some shopping..
i had to ooooohh ahhhhh her for so long only she gave me money to buy ice creams! wakakak
just a kind reminder, never test your stomach in Station Kopitiam or whatever name it is again.. LOL.. the food sucks so badly..
i ordered a smoothie but they gave me yoghurt bubble tea instead, screwed them right?
suddenly i realize, my mum is getting so old.
and my sister..
i don't know when i'll afford to provide them with such a comfortable life where they don't have to do anything. all they have to do is just enjoy life.. hmmmmp
a reminder to all; i have the feeling that this is so gonna be a really long winded post. you don't like what you see, go bang yourself against the wall and come back- close the window xD
(i'll put it in simple words with boring pictures)
okay, how to start with..
went to Kaliz's house on Friday and started helping her to wrap the hampers.
30 hampers you know!!!
it wasn't easy at all coz there's only both of us and one worker helping us to do the wrappings.
owh, i just love the hampers. red and purple!!!! my favourites x)
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somehow managed to slept for 3 hours before left for school again..
hello kitty kena rasuk
malaysia's next top models.. check it out
went to old town for lunch with sara the witch, patrick the monkie and danny the cow! hahaha.
no pictures taken for we're too indulged with varieties of food. ngek ngek
went to parade again met up with my friend! i've known her for years, and this was the first time i met her in person.. what so great was that we really talked as if we've known each other for ages.
just a shoutout to you Ain, thanks for the treats and the ice cream..but you suck in eating ice cream! HAHAH. but i love you stil the same =)
took a cab back to Kaliz house, and i love all the taxi men and even bus conductors in Malaysia wea! they're superb friendly creatures. we crapped from studies, to family, jumped to politics and even predicting the future. so funny! hahah. oh and it cost me RM11, but all i had was RM10.90, so i told him "uncle, discount 10cents la can?" *grins*
from then on, was busy helping at the back.. helped them to weigh and packed the kacang putihs to err,fried the dont'-know-what-LOL, and made the gheeball!!!!! i love gheeballs!!!!! couldn't resist eating.. keep curi makan. multi-tasked i would say xD
look at the huge amount of kacang putih *faints*
it looks like a pool of poo poos..
my palm was swollen due to long hours of work..
i already dozed off before we even started our dinner at 12am something..
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so i had my yesterday's dinner-cum-brunch the next day.. crazy i know
started cleaning up the whole house. i tell you, i hate this!
as a result, the skin started peeling off like a snake changing its skin. yucks. told you, my skin damn sensitive.. ='(
i barely helped my mum at home, even when i do.. i would start snorting, stamping my feet til the floor cracked, but eventually will get the work done unwillingly. *feeling so guilty suddenly. LOL
to be continued... bored of typing already.. haha. better get my shower and doing some hula-hoops. everyone said im putting on weight. sukwai you are so fat. that's sad. HAHAHAHA
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okay, continue from where i stopped yesterday.. x)
look at the amount of albums Kaliz's daddy been keeping.. HELL LOTS!
i never knew Malaysia been issuing ? all sorts of stamps in accordance to all sorts of events held over the years... it's like all the weird events; 100 years of blabla.. 1st time launching so and so, 10th years anniversary, and also err, the same type of stamps with different states names.. it's so different compared to Aussie and other countries.. they issued out only those really important events, but Malaysia itself.. hmm..all i can, Malaysia Boleh! *wiping my forehead..sweats*
100 years of x-ray. whaddaheck? still have tonnes of weird events. aha
i like this the best... xD
don't pray pray.. monkies are cute creatures okay
and somewhat V.I.Ps to some.. xD
look at all the albums, he has got almost everything. you name it, he has it..
but one thing i have, he doesnt.. xD
limited edition 50 notes =)
==================================================================
it's Deepavali!!
superb!
couldn't stop eating, the biscuits and the food all just too tempting!
after makan, pergi tido la what else. too bored.. hahaha
*syok sendiri*
*syok at this lil' boy*
later at night, went for dinner at this faaaaaaaraway place...
i went once with my family, and never wanna come here again.. coz it's like damn far! LOL
when we came in the restaurant, everyone was staring at us as if we were the superstars.. or a bunch of monkies escaped from the zoo? xD
Kaliz...
one black one white =D
after dinner, went straight to Ipoh Padang.
guess what we did? we were playing Ice and Water, the kejar-kejar game! HAHAAHAHA. good form of exercise huh? enough playing, balik rumah..
continued playing firecrackers and all that..
they're just plain..err, INNOCENT!!! muahahahaha
*syok sendiri for the last time*
===================================================================
last day already, nothing much.
Kaliz's family asked me to stay til Wednesday so could join them to Seremban, and i was like OMG.. i have to go to school... !
packed my bag and back to my home sweet home
home fogged home, so unfortunately..
ain't he'a POSER? so cute. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
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later at night went to JJ with my mum as usual to do some shopping..
i had to ooooohh ahhhhh her for so long only she gave me money to buy ice creams! wakakak
just a kind reminder, never test your stomach in Station Kopitiam or whatever name it is again.. LOL.. the food sucks so badly..
i ordered a smoothie but they gave me yoghurt bubble tea instead, screwed them right?
suddenly i realize, my mum is getting so old.
and my sister..
i don't know when i'll afford to provide them with such a comfortable life where they don't have to do anything. all they have to do is just enjoy life.. hmmmmp
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