i have nothing nice to write about,
so perhaps,
i guess it's better this way..
not posting anything up..
not ranting over the smallest thing..

sometimes,
i feel this reality place i'm living in
is so funny
sometimes i am happy
but sometimes i am not
sometimes i am sad
but sometimes i am not
maybe it's just me the one feeling it,
being too over emotional.
but well,
what more can i say?

i hate making decisions.
hate having so much to worry about
hate having to learn to be so selfish
& most of all hate having so much responsibilities in hand.
yet i hate it most knowing i have to grow up

i have nothing to share already,
even if i do, i don't know how to put it all up.
so i guess,
it's better for me to bid farewell at the moment.

i'll be back when i'm mentally & hopefully, physical fit as well.
haha