Rainy morning and i feel like dancing.

Today is mamakus birthday & as planned yesterday we went to her house to lepak.
Gosh, i miss her. i miss the other members as well.
like what the fat hippo said, it's true that i'm having deja vu too.
it feels like yesterday when we planned for a surprise for her too. but of course, everyone was there except for one or two. but today is only both of us.
somehow or rather, i feel sad. don't ask me why cos i cant answer you.
looking back at all the good times we had & now, so much has changed.
but today, i see a stronger Nabihah that i didn't notice before.
her menggedik attitude blend together with her lovely face, really melts my heart.
sometimes i do feel that i wanna be more like her. happy-go-lucky & sincere to herself.
i really had a great time laughing at their funny jokes though most of the time couldn't really catch what they saying. haah
time passed real fast when you spent time with quality people.
but something really embarrassing happened.
i fell down the stairs & got bruises on my hand.
what's really great about these two sakais, they laughed at me. kurang asam! haha

so, work is fine today. hell lotsa people & had to deal with some really lousy guests. overall, it was a sweaty day cos it's superb hot. hopefully one month later, you see me losing 2kilo & i'm happy already. ;)
oh btw, i did closing again today.
damn sad.
have to sweep & mop the entire dining hall. fyi, that dining hall is massively huge okay? kept sweating again. i was getting so frustrated already cos nobody helping me. the one suppose to be cleaning the hall with me went home half an hour early don't know what reason she told the manager. thus, left me alone cleaning & the rest at the back cleaning too. done with all that, gotta do table settings, wash the bloody sink, wipe this & that even washed the rubbish bin. i kept cursing myself cos at home i'm lazy to do house chores, but here gotta do everything. sighs. but one thing i really like about the people there is that no matter how tired or frustrating the situation gets, many of them still can joke & sing songs. when i see them, all my tension also gone already. gotta learn how to relax instead of being so stiff to myself all the time. anyway, when everything's done. it's already 11.30pm. so tired

so anyway, tomorrow & the next few days i'm training for cashier! wheee. in short, it means less walking, less sweaty & the plus point is that the cashier place is directly under the air cond!! so happy. haha. but my 3 days schedule, i have 2 days of closing. in another word, i gotta repeat the same frustrating routines again. alamak