:S

hello.
i'm sorry but i'm afraid you will have to read another emo post from me again.
the hormones have been doing their job; making my mood swings up & down.

this week itself i've broken down thrice & it's only Monday for god's sake.
i failed miserably.
too often i hear them say;

you never know what you have until its gone

but sometimes they do,

they just thought they'd never lose it

i have had lost someone precious to me once.
& miracle did happen to me once.
i got back what was once so dear to my heart,
but i took it for granted & treated it like a trash.
now i'm on the verge of losing it once more,
& this time that'll be forever..

i need to pause for a moment.
tears streaming down my face again.
damn, im so weak.
fml