someone told me long ago
there's a calm before the storm,
i know
it's been coming for some time.

tons of dead sardines clogged the California marina.
whatever that is happening in Libya now,
the ILI outbreak in Pulapol
& now, tsunami cum earthquake is taking its toll on Japan, hitting Hawaii, Indonesia, Philippines and etc..

when it's over, so they say,
it'll rain a sunny day,
i know,
shining down like water.
another stronger tsunami, perhaps
with the help of its good friend, Hurricane Katrina
gonna swept the entire human folks into the black hole.
(myth-metaphor)

it's only the beginning of the Year 2011,

isn't 2012 yet,

now i'm afraid to know what the future holds for us.

no certainties.

when everybody else in the world is doing their mundane routines,

complaining this & that,

the other part of the world is running for their lives

wishing if they could have the chance to live for another day.

take this as a wake-up call.

starts to look at the people around you,

people that matters to you.

have you taken them for granted?

will you still wanna chase after unnecessary things?

if you were to know,

things could change overnight.

like what's happening to the world now.

at anytime of the day, anywhere of the world, anything could happen.

bad lucks pick no one.

it just happened.

sometimes there's no next time, no second chance, no time out.

it is now or never.

as lame as i could be,

i don't feel like striving for what i'm currently doing anymore.

just wanna be home with my family & friends.

i feel like going home.

this place, feels so strange to me.

up to now, i couldn't adapt myself 100% yet

not even 70% close.

sighs

i'm a B-rated friend,

i don't know how to entertain you

or to be a sweet loving friend.

i don't know what's the right words to use,

cos too often, i got on everyone's nerves before i realize.

fail big time.

so random.

LOL =.=