hey, am i really that naive till everyone has to cheat on me & take advantage of me huh?
& do i really look as though i have no brain to think as an individual
& people have to treat me like a kid?

or is it true that, this is the reality?
the cruel reality?

i feel so ashamed to even type this out. LOL
i thought, damn. my opportunity is here finally.
so i called Patrick & asked for his opinion.
see see i'm like a small kid get scolded by parents cos being so naive.
the only difference this time, he kept nagging me & make me feel so small.
but i feel so lucky.
cos i have someone to correct me if i'm wrong,
pamper me in times of need. hehe