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i just feel like scribbling something here before i'm off to heaven. wohooo

oh gosh, you wouldn't know how much i hated coming to school everyday, having lessons especially when you have no clues what the teacher is blabbering in front, like a chicken backside puuut puuut-ing everywhere. and at the end of the day, all you see is lots of bubbles made by our respected fellow teachers. alas, education is so important that you gotta drag yourself from bed no matter what it takes. sighs. shoudn't be sighing, should be thankful-ing. muahahaha

on second thought, that's where i come alive, at least that's what i thought. it's just so different when you are with friends in school, and with your family at home. let me put it this way, i think all of us have split personality where you can be so babi outside, and the next thing you know, you can be such a baby. (i don't mean anything, just tryna rhyme the word babi with baby, only the y and i differ what) and if you notice, somehow or rather ask yourself 'Why I am a different person in a different situation, when I am with different cliques?' *waaa, i think i deserve to receive the ISO 9001 award la! muahahahah =p

on third thought, school is like a road to self discovery where you happened to 'watch' lotsa dramas or perhaps, if you are lucky enough you'll get the chance to choose what roles to play in the drama, only that you don't get to choose which audience to come and watch your show. i'm complicating it, so forget it. muahahah.

it always feel so good when out of the blue, you received a call from an old friend of yours asking hows everything getting and yada yada. the feeling is just so cekap la. you feel being remembered and loved, at least at that moment, your monkie's image ever cross someone's mind. hehe. how i miss high school, all my friends back then.. really close friends. GOSH.. i miss 5 lilians.. i miss playing captain's ball.. i miss indeh. i miss jocelyn. i miss kalis. i miss everyone. hahah. enough of my grandma's story.

well, i wanted to say something actually, but forgotten again. so let's forget it then. muahahaha

i wanted to write something here actually, but if my brother gets to know it, which i'm sure within the next day i'll be slaughtered alive by my mum, so better not. don't wanna take the risk. =p

it's fun to see no matter how silly you are, how childish you react or maybe how demanding you are when you want exactly the way you wanted, that drives everyone go nuts and YET there's still somebody, someone out there; with no complains, not a word about it whether you are crossing the line or not, these people will just do for you, whether they like it or not, willingly or not. WOW. ain't it's just so cool? *fingers crossed, let's just hope i don't get too comfortable and step on their heads will be good enough.

viva dFianz!

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