OMG OMG.

finally i get the chance to sit down and type this out. but as i typed, i feel guilty..

i don't know. but i just love the rain. like really really LOVE the rain.
i feel that it washes my hearts and souls as it does to our lands and skies.
i feel calm and at peace.
some would say that rain is depressing.
only stupid people will love the rain.
but i see it as quite the opposite.
rain is a gift from God and without it life is just not complete.
it promises us a prettier tomorrow.
it's like giving you hope,
a better tomorrow and things like that.
well, i don't know how to phrase it.
all i can say, you'll see sunshine after the rain.
you'll see rainbow after the rain.
only fools hate rain.
only fools don't play under the rain.
they don't appreciate god's gift.
they don't know how to harmonize with the mother's nature.
how to say..
it's like if you want to make beautiful music,
you must play the black and the white notes together.
likewise,
if you want to enjoy life,
you must make harmonize with God's gifts.
wahahaha.
i don't know what i'm talking

when it started to pour yesterday,
i felt so happy that finally we will get some overdue rain.
it is finally happening.
i was so excited that i wanted to play right at that moment.
i wanted to stay out to feel the rain,
experience it and savor this memory for the next time it rains
and you know what. i did it again! wohoooo
this time, i wasn't alone.
the feeling is just so awesome.
AWESOME!
i smell that familiar scent of the rain
and i taste salty water when rain drops land on my face
i wanted to sleep on the ground, feel the soil
i feel the rain
i smile from my heart and it lingers on my face
well, maybe i am exaggerating it
but that's how i feel. LOL
it's just so fantastic that i don't know how to describe it
having your loved ones to sing you love song under the rain
having your loved ones to hold you tight under the rain
suddenly i see the world,
is just you and i against the world.
i don't see anyone else, and could care less. HAHA
you feel cold, but you feel so warm inside..
waaaaaahahhahahahahahaha.
enough said.
i got too carried away already.
i know.
but good thing, my conscious mind filled my mind so much that it overcomes my unconscious mind.
heck, forget my last sentence.
yehaaaaa.
puuuut
thanks for making it into a reality one =)
and nek, i'm really sorry. it's never my intention to make you feel it or what, but i seriously don't know you were thinking of wanting to play under the rain. it makes hell lotsa sense now that, it's no wonder nenek borek cucu pun rintik. HAHAHAHAHAHA